Argonath RPG - A World of its own
GTA:SA => SA:MP - San Andreas Multiplayer => SA:MP General => Topic started by: Matthew_Mcbride on December 24, 2008, 08:04:41 pm
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Hey, I'm leaving ... sorry for being such a fag to everybody, Argonath is not the server for me, bye.
Merry Christmas all
And some one told me that I never told argonath I have anger management ... well now you know, ciao
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Well, good luck with whats next for you, Matthew, Have a merry christmas ;)
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When facing a problem, good person faces it,doesnt turn back and leaves,dont be a bad person. told you on msn, face it, learn from mistakes...
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AWW Don't leave, I LOVE YOU :(
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When facing a problem, good person faces it,doesnt turn back and leaves,dont be a bad person. told you on msn, face it, learn from mistakes...
The argonath community is amazing, with exception of a large percentage of players, Deathmatchers, Freecops, Vigilante Admins with the incorrect attitude, I have an anger issue which I try to control where I sometimes turn around to a deathmatcher and I'll say "F**k off!!!" or some sort of flame, no one can be perfect and I cannot control my anger, yes I went to therapy for 2 years, but it didn't help .. I am and have always been a problemed person, "different", not many people understand me, [AV]Nexxt hash the exact same problem as me and he understands me and I respect him for that, [AV]Jonny, [AE]Xavas and [AV]Troy and I have been very close friends and we've grown to understand eachother so they understand me, teachers aswell, I've been through various teachers that don't understand my inability to control my anger, one of my teachers use to hit me, she thought I was a pathetic infant, she was beaten to death by the police, another reason why you don't press that panic button.
People die when they don't deserve to die, South Africa is my country, I'm proud to say I live here, but it's this country that has made me what I am today, no I am not blaming, I would not feel guilt from killing some one that stole my DVD player...I am 15 years old, we have Self Defense classes at school. I was playing computer once, and some fag came strolling into my house and took my skateboard and walked out, I saw him and got a fright, I was too scared to press the panic-button (the button that alerts the police you have a problem) because generally when you press the panic button, the police arrive and they realise "Oh it's a kid on his own, lets rape him, take his money, etc" If my passport expires it's a big problem for we have no way out of the country, South africa is corrupt, and in the year 2010 if you think you are going to come watch the soccer, here is me saying, SAVE YOUR LIFE AND DON'T COME.
Please tell your parents if you do come that do not honk at Taxi's for they will take out a gun and shoot you dead...yup, I am 15 I don't deserve to live in such an unsafe world, it's just not fair and this type of shit makes me all stressed out, and then I get home and some one breaks rules, which makes me get mad and me getting mad = flaming, and flaming = breaking rules, and then I get banned and the rulebreaker doesn't, so I think it's best that I leave because I am not bringing anything good to the Community
But Gandalf .. he is a nice person, he believes in not just second chances, but he believes in 1000chances, he is the nicest guy I've ever met, he will help you with anything even scripts when you need help.
The admins of whom I respect, you guys actually do your jobs..and I thank you for that:
CBFasi
Lavamike
Komodoros
cDa
Flameman
MrsS
Thank you...
When facing a problem like this, I understand it is not like life and there are second chances, but being unpopular isn't bad, but being hated is, and I don't want that..and I know that I am hated...anyway Merry Christmas, I want you to enjoy your Christmas guys and keep fighting rule breakers ... Thanks
Regards
Matthew
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Never fun to say goodbye.. But.. Goodbye and good luck.
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If I get unbanned I will not be leaving.
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Whoa... Just whoa... Your story made me think.
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Whoa... Just whoa... Your story made me think.
QFT...
Matthew... What about taking a break and 'face the problem' later?
Try to get your anger controlled.
You work it out to ppl who don't diserve it.
Again: it is YOU who made a bad move... Not 'Argonath RPG'...I think you still not getting you made a mistake... and make mistakes over and over again (means you don't learn... ).
Greetz
- T.
Ps: Still: Merry Xmas!
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Leave and never come back.
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And I thought Brazil was violent and full of corrupt people.
and as Malcom said: "It's never fun to say good bye."
I didn't knew you IG, but, as a human being, it's inside of me something that makes me cares about anything.
Really, your text made me think about the world. But it's not the right topic to talk about it so, good bye and good luck.
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bye bye
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Matthew many places are like where you live, I live in Belfast if you don't know what happened here or what still happens your one of the few or its becuase you are too young, some guys live in Berlin, some guys live in poor parts of eastern europe with crime more than you can imagine, and even in U.S.A and of course Brazil, South africa is not the only place, but we all don't blame it on where we live.
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bye..
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You were really a good player and i friend it hurts me to say good bye but good-bye old friend hope you come back soon
Your Friend
Silver_Barzini
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You will be back......
But its your choice so good bye, no maybe people will stop mistaking mefor you? :neutral:
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If I get unbanned I will not be leaving.
Sorry but uhm should i ask id its a sabotaze for admins to unban you?
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Matt, dont leave please :(
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If I get unbanned I will not be leaving.
I will leave it without comment... im just speakless :s
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I will leave it without comment... im just speakless :s
Well.... it is a bit strange, isnt it?...
But whatever.... Matthew, if you leave, i wish you good luck with your life. The time will come for everyone to say good bye, and the faster you will take more care of your real life, the faster you will be able to fix it. It's really sad to see that such a problem like in your country or in Belfast as mentioned influences a game, and its sad to hear such a story.... Makes me thinking a lot
Matthew, good luck
John
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Good luck Matthew. I advice you to take something with actor career in your life, because you would reach there a lot. As you lost interrest in your unban (as you are leaving Argonath), See you somewhere else, have fun... Good bye ;)
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I did not mean any black-mailing by saying if Unbanned I would not leave, but please cane, calm down!!
I am being tested on my patients, scuse the spelling.
Please Lock this topic...i'd appreciate it.
Matt.
Merreh Xmazz