Argonath RPG - A World of its own
Argonath RPG Community => Speakerbox => Welcome! => Topic started by: Que on October 29, 2009, 11:50:45 pm
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Hello my friends, many of you might know who I am already, many of you don't. Let's start from the begining. A story of what I've gone thru and so on, read of you want to!
My name is David, but some of you might know me as Que or maybe WoodyL.
Gone inactive to active, to inactive again, so it's not so wierd if some of you might not recognize me.
I've been here for almost three years, thru these years, alot of things have happend. Lets start from the begining.
I remember the first days at Argo, my friend Wayne showed me around and I was like "Shit, I gotta play this".
He showed me how to do that, how to be a cop and all these stuffs. After a few days I basically was addicted to Argonath. I was online 24/7. I started my own gang with some of my friends in the neighboor hood, "Mara Salvatrucha 13", Caused alot of trouble for the admins :razz:. We had our turf in East Los Santos.
After like two weeks, I made some very good friends at the server, people like Carhartt, Hustle, Omri, Malcolm, alamicu, ChaNce and so on. I really enjoyed it.. Right after I met all of my friends at Argo. Me and my friend Joe_Cuneo decided to make another group, this time it was a mafia, called "The Alvarez Family".. This was the best gang I've ever had basically. Many good roleplayers and of course, alot of fun! But then something terrible happend to me in real life, my father passed away in cancer. I didn't have so much time to say good bye though, so I went very depressed at that time. I started to take amphetamine, ecstasy and other drugs you get happy and speeded of, just to keep me out of the depression. This was sertenly a huge misstake in my life, as I started to act very wierd. I didn't do things the way I used to do, Instead of showing my feelings, I tried to escape them. At the same time in game, my friend Joe got banned for multiple accounts and I even started to feel very lonely here to. He had very much hate about everything about Argonath and all admins, so he asked me if we should start our own server instead.. With our rules. I was like "Yeah, lets do this, f**k everyone at Argo".. We started to build up our own server called M akaiwell RPG and I just kept going on pills and amphetamine. As Joe was banned from Argonath, I tried to steal players to our own server with advertising them that our own server was better. I didn't take anything seriously, I was just a prisoner in myself. After a while, the server went bad, and we all started to get mad at eachother. So I basically decided to end this hating about Argo, because I started to wake up from my own bubble, and realise that it was myself who was the big problem, not Argo or my friends around me.
The summer was on it's way and I started to feel better, I pretty much stopped to take ecstasy and all that crap. I basically went back to who I were before all this happend. This summer was not the best either, though. One of my friends got stabbed to death. But this time, I didn't feel the same way, because I had already been depressed. This time, it was like a wierd feeling inside of me. But it disappeared, and that was very good for myself!
A few months later, I decided to apologize to Argonath and everyone around me who I basically had hurt at the time.
I felt very bad, because I let everyone down. I had backstabbed the whole community, and I was really sorry for that.
I made a topic thru my friends account, and basically told everyone how sorry I was about everything. I really got positive answers from multiple members of this community, and they supported me. I'm really thankful for that!
Gandalf and the main admins decided to give me a second chance.. And that was one of the happiest days of my life, hehe. From that day, I have learned alot. There's always a bright day after a dark night.. So I'm just happy that I'm alive and that people around me decided to give me this chance. It means alot to me.
So, if anyone here have some problems with drugs, maybe a loss of a father/mother, I'm here to help you all. With all sort of problems. Just take my msn, and we can talk there. Thank you for your time.. :)
Your friend.
/ Q
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Hello Que, and thanks for telling the story.
Its hard to tell people who are under the influence of taking pills, drugs or alcohol to tell they are screwing up their life, and in many cases we do not even know why some guys changed.
But you have the first-hand experience which means that you will be able to make someone listen to drop whatever they use. As for the past, its in the past. Argonath was not built on hate and that is why it has become this big and strong. A community built on hate will never survive, but fall apart.
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Yeah. I've basically gone thru what many peoples are going thru right now or will go thru, so I'll gladly be here to help them get past it. Because you can if you want. You just have to be strong!
That's what making this comminuty so special, this server is built on friendship, joy, happiness, and so on. That's what makes Argonath to that place everyone wants to be at!
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Thank's for telling us your story.
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Thank's for telling us your story.
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I appreciate your way of expressing your feelings
I'm glad you don't doubt in the support of us Argonathians
I wish you good luck from now on and forever ....
You are definitely on my list of acquaintances of Argonath ;)
Regards , Luke
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shit Que, I dident knew any of this.
Sorry about your father, that must be realy hard.
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That's one rough story to read about. You have gone through a lot in your life. You should really feel proud about that you have succeed to drop drugs from your life, it takes a lot to do that. Reasons why you started to took those are pretty understandable. I have similar case. Well bot me but my brother is using drugs to escape reality and kill his feelings, after our Mum died 2 years ago. I hope that he would be as brave as you and stop using that stuff. And about back stabbing Argonath, well people do mistakes and we are not really here for judge anyone. As Gandalf stated before that argo is not built for hate but for friendly community who can support you if having troubles in life. Good to know your story man and after this I can admit that I have lot respect for you. Take care and see you around.
:)
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Wow I didn't know very much about this, you really have been through alot man. You have been very strong with getting out of the dark period of time with the drugs and all, and I'm really sorry about your dad. It's good that you're on your feet again and that you are back here. If there's anything you want to talk about, I'm here for you, man.
/ Julian. :)
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Yeah, I've heard the whole story about you mate, good to see you back bro.
ChaNce.
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Thank you guys for the support. I really appreciate it! :)
/ Q
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An interesting story and it's more interesting to see how you manage to leave the drugs behind!?
Your welcome to meet me at Ikea at B
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good big story. i like it.
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My dad died and my mum has an untreatable illness,
I started binge-drinking and smoking alot of pot when I
was 13 and I swear, its fucked me up. Ive lost all focus,
cant think properly, Its really not good.
I wish I had dealt with my pains in other ways,
dont do drugs kids, they fuck you up. srsly.
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My dad died and my mum has an untreatable illness,
I started binge-drinking and smoking alot of pot when I
was 13 and I swear, its f**ked me up. Ive lost all focus,
cant think properly, Its really not good.
I wish I had dealt with my pains in other ways,
dont do drugs kids, they f**k you up. srsly.
Yeah it does, is it better now or?
The best thing to do is get yourself some kind of hobby, like games, soccer, hockey or whatever, just to keep you motivated and away from the drugs. Because it is easier to fall than you think. Especially if you're depressed.
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What do you today to keep your thoughts away and to keep you stimulated Que?
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I must say I am very proud of you that you managed to get out of the drug related business.
I got the problem with my brother, he keeps taking marijuana, and more heavy drugs etc.
He once came high to my birthday, some times he took an overdose, ended up at the hospital.
Well, not so long ago I got an sms that he wanted to shoot himself, luckily he dident, he ended up at mental hospital. But after two days he was out, back to his old apartment...
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What do you today to keep your thoughts away and to keep you stimulated Que?
Back then, I just thought at myself, how I should keep the depression and the pain inside me away.. But now, I know there's so much more than just me, so much more for me to do.. I mean, drugs just makes me happy for the moment, but my friends, a nice job, a wonderful dog, my mother and other social stuff around me is so much more important for me. If I keep taking drugs, I'll lose them all untill the end, and that's simply not worth it. So I try to think forward, keep me motivated, do things with myself that'll make me feel better. :)
I must say I am very proud of you that you managed to get out of the drug related business.
I got the problem with my brother, he keeps taking marijuana, and more heavy drugs etc.
He once came high to my birthday, some times he took an overdose, ended up at the hospital.
Well, not so long ago I got an sms that he wanted to shoot himself, luckily he dident, he ended up at mental hospital. But after two days he was out, back to his old apartment...
Thanks alot Aksel, that was nice said of you!
That's the issue with mental hospital or shit like that, they just think the issue is over. But the big issue is when they arrive back home again. To their old friends and so on. A very big issue, I must say.
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Yeah it does, is it better now or?
The best thing to do is get yourself some kind of hobby, like games, soccer, hockey or whatever, just to keep you motivated and away from the drugs. Because it is easier to fall than you think. Especially if you're depressed.
Its been a while since it happened, so I am dealing with it a lil better.
I guess I play Argo as my kind of Hobby lmao, Keeps me motivated and is enjoyable.