So, I didn't know what to call the topic, but really, this is just me storming out some stuff I think about on a dayly basis.
I do not want this to end up in an endless religious debate.
Does god exist? and if he did, why would he make the world as it is? couldn't he have made it good?
And what's this thing with "love"? I have a few wise words I use all the time to explain love... Love, is like a kick in the nuts, no matter how you do it, it will always end up hurting like hell. Also, why can't we live forever? I was told by a very smart man, a teacher, that there is only one thing that keeps us from having perfect regeneration of our body. One little gene, is keeping you from knocking aging down K.O. ... kinda amazing, how something so small and fragile, can cause so much death and heartbreak. I believe humans have lost everything, and by that I mean everything. Note that I'm not christian but agnostic, but according to the bible, humans used to live perfect, no troubles, no goverment, no wars, no pain, no nothing. And we threw it away? That's some fuckt' up shit. And still, if we where to live forever, would we still do the same crap we do now? Sleeping, eating, urinating, and then just doing random stuff in a attemt to waste the little time we have? What kind of crap is that? and why do we have to waste it? time... and what can we do, to not waste it, but to enjoy every second of it. Cause I know, when you're sitting infront of the computer, or out with friends, or drinking, or what ever... Deep down inside, you're thinking: when will this end.
It's the question we have all asked ourselves, when will it end? Noone knows, cause noone knows if there actually is an end. and while talking about ends, what about "the galaxy" does it have an end? or is it round, like we claim the earth being. And of all possible shapes, why does it have to be round? what kind of a moron came up with that idea? Why couldn't everything just be flat? hills going up, hills going down... why?
Also, someone must have been the one who made this, cause it couldn't just have been here, it's silly... The meare idea of THINGS or existance is so stupid, it's not possible for the human brain to handle. Same with nothing, a human being can not imagine nothing, it's impossible... when I ask people, Hey when I say nothing, what do you think of? they usually say darkness, plain darkness. But that is something, isn't it, darkness is something.
People say, there has been many great men altrough history, such as buddah, jesus and many more, and people have started worshipping them? cause they think, that they are "good"? Does anyone know if they are good? all these great men and woman must have done terrible things altrough their life.
And is there actually anyone that can confirm these peoples "greatness"? No, not that I know of.
We are all morons, complete idiots. We don't have the power to awnser the simpelest questions, when I ask someone who they are, they don't know, they say their name, but that's not whom they are? Are you a name? small letters put together by god knows who? yeah, what is the deal with these god damn letters... cause when I see a T I think of a T, but T is just two lines, put together... it doesn't make much sense does it?
And feeling good, what's the deal with that. What's the deal with these so called emotions, who the fuck came up with that stupid idea of emotions, they are fucking annoying me. If I could, I would be empty inside, stonedead, no emotions what so ever. Yes, there are so called good emotions, that makes you feel happy etc, but do they really exist? or are they just something you have blindely made up in your mind? the feeling you get when you're hurt, is it real? or is it your brain pretending that they are there? And all this bullshit about the heart, it's a fucking organ, just like my cock, and it doesn't mean shit, it pumps blood trough your body, that's all. Blood people, blood. red fucking blood. It's all just an illution made up by your brain.
While talking about the brain and exactly what it can do, it is amazing, it fucks me up everytime I think about the things YOUR brain can do to you. And how do you know that this so called life we're living is really real? might it be an illution by your brain? but if life is an illution, so must the brain be. What you see now will all be in the past once you're done with it. It wont matter anymore in the end, or... is there an end? now we're coming back to an "old" discussion here about the so called end, cause to be honest I don't believe in shit.
I don't believe in god, I don't believe in happynes, I don't believe in life, I don't believe in death, I don't believe in love, I don't believe in any kind of emotion at all, and I sertainly do not believe in humanity.
I'm going to talk to a therapist or something, and check with him and see how I'm really doing, if what I'm "feeling" is normal or if it's just me gone insane.
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