You have been banned after several occasions in which you showed to have an unstable attitude, an unacceptable tendency to insult others and a significant lack of respect towards staff members who repeatedly attempted to explain you rules.
What your choice will be is up to you. You will be welcome if you will decide to observe server rules but considering what you wrote in this unban appeal and the behaviour you are showing in it, I do not think you are ready to return yet.
This unban appeal will be left open to let you say something else, in case you wish to.