well I'm going through shit right now, not gonna hide it or anything, not that it's not evident in any case
but I'm not going to try and justify myself this time, it's getting tiring
I have a problem with following the rules on this server, and have had a problem with following them for 7 years
I didn't make this thread to apologize or even appeal my ban, just to figure out what I did wrong this time
so yeah, close the topic