[Denied]Kowalski_Kolta banned by [NAR]Klaus

[Kowalski.]

(I wish there was an EDIT function)


Anyway, I've been a twat. I've used the time of my ban to truly understand how I should act if you decide to give me another shot.

People will dislike me, create memes about me and even give me the shits just for lolz, but I have to learn to man up. I won't respond to a meme or jokes about me, I'll just bite my tongue and enjoy the game.

I will do my best to improve as a person and contain myself. I will sometimes need help, but I'll talk to the dear friends I have to handle myself.

I messed up and I've reflected on myself. Taking a break has helped me reflect better on how I disrupt the server atmosphere and how involving myself in some types of conversations sometimes goes a little too far.

I'm willing to wait until you deem me fit to return, and I have reflected on myself and understood Klaus' perspective from that scenario.

I hope you see my remorse, my will to try and turn around and my dedication to joining the server again.

[Klaus]

How many more times do you need to rulebreak before you 'learn' ?

[Kowalski.]

I will not intentionally rulebreak, but if by any chance I do, I'll learn from it.

I can't really give a definite answer except the below:

Intentional rulebreaking: ZERO.

Accidental rulebreak: I dunno, as I'm not committing it with intent.

[Kessu]

99.99% of the rulebreaks are intentional.

I'm not convinced at all in your "change" and promise of following the rules since you couldn't even do it on another argo server while being banned from here, showing you learned absolutely fucking nothing and now you're just trying to say what you think will get you unbanned faster.

[Kowalski.]

I was out of line. Other's attitude doesn't excuse my actions and I won't be using that as an excuse.

I am not saying anything to try and get unbanned faster, I'm telling the truth.

The temp ban received on that other server was also like a break. I thought about what I did and at the time I was kinda blinded by anger toward another player who I won't name, but who has seriously irritated me, and other players. However, when I calmed down, I understood what I said was out of line and I paid the consequence.

I am not a bad person, and I'm not trying to make myself look like an abusive rulebreaker. I'm not the type of person to deliberately harm the atmosphere, I love playing here and I'd never disrupt the atmosphere I love playing in, nor would I want to be forced out forever!

I really am sorry, and what I said about me being a twat is right, I was out of line.

I'm willing to change, and I am trying, and I really am learning. I know that and believe that, but what you see and believe is up to you, I am merely stating my perspective and what I see and believe.

Regardless, I will NOT intentionally rulebreak, just like the aid and such was not intentional, I did not return with any intent to aid, but I got confused when I was shot at. However, I get that the whining was wrong, and I accept my ban.

I understand where I have gone wrong and accept it. Again, I'm here to respond to any further queries or statements posted here

[Kessu]

Denied

[Kessu]

Additional note;

You beg us for a chance to play, while creating a community of your own in the background (which we knew of ages ago) and then you decide to copy paste our shit.

Until the community you created is taken down permanently, you will never play again in Argonath VC:MP.