3 years on

[TheRealStof]

Remember this time in 2009? I do, because it was the worst part of my life. It was the time my life got taken over by drugs and I would do anything for a hit, and as some of you witnessed what went on when i didn't get that hit (flaming bad on argonath). Well I have lasted 3 years without touching anything at all! back then i never thought i could go a month without using. But now look at me! clean sober and turning everything around. I am currently enrolled in a course to become a counsellor to kids who took the same path i took so that I can hopefully help them out of it. Because if i didnt have someone to talk to me and to help me through shit i wouldnt be here today. I was on SAMP before talking to some of the old admins and remembering the old times and the fun times we had and felt so good, but then i realised there was a lot of hate towards a lot of people so i know i've said it before but once again im sorry for back then, it was honestly the worst part of my life, but the peak in my argonath life :/ and also to Aragorn and Gandalf. Not sure about Gandalf but i know i personally insulted Aragorn and i'm truly sorry for that and hope after these 3 years you can give me another chance and go back to being friends and to the both of you i'm sorry for letting you down while i was an admin, it was something i would have never done if i was sober. So yeah it's been a hell of a ride and it's good i can play friendly and calmly again Love you all xo

Every great man falls, what's important is if e can get back up.

[duffman]

What it was your name in the 09s ?

[Ratko Gavrilovic]

I remember you, especially from the leaving party on the Strip.
Congratulations on staying clean so far, nice accomplishment.

[Dolfagr]

Stof, mate..I remember you showing me around when I joined your gang Ruiz, back in 09, you were a great helper. I always got pissed off when Gvardia attacked us and I ragequitted from the group eventually 

[TheRealStof]

Hahaha thanks guys my name was stof or [ALS]stof. Yoo good to see the old gang members are still playing

[Gandalf]

I remember the PITA you were at times (and still can be  ), and how you were really close to losing it.
Hopefully you will stick around here and if you notice any guy that could do with a talk about the danger, give it a go.
I remember your parents trying all they could to stop you, but sometimes its not a parent or other 'old jerk' who can get through. Then a guy who was there and understood where he was heading is the best person to turn things around.
When you manage to become counselor, remember you will not be able to save all. You may experience losing guys you tried to help, and that is going to be pretty hard. But every guy that becomes like you is a victory for life, and like in any medical profession you have to concentrate on the ones you can save.