I would like to thank everyone who I have heard from, especially those who have sent me a PM asking for my MSN which has led to great conversations. Nonetheless, thanks for keeping this topic open.
I would now like to request it locked for several reasons. Most importantly, I have managed to apologize to the public, and that's what matters the most to me. I know the procedure if I want to request an unban, but it just isn't the right time to do that. And I don't think it will be any time soon.
I have managed to get in touch with plenty of old buddies, and it felt great to have a chat with all of you no matter how long it lasted.
Thanks to everyone!
That being said, I would hereby like to request this topic locked.