Well clearly my mistake was total ignorance of the rules despite knowing what would follow with it (in fact I wasn't suprised when I got banned instantly) and disrespecting someone getting religion mixed into it in the context. I know how ignorant it seems that I just ignored the fact that I knew I would get banned, but basically it was a one-time spin, I was really angry and I couldn't keep my shit together. I do feel really stupid about it, but I don't think I deserve eternal damnation (despite how bad I fucked up) because my punishment history on RS5 is pretty clear more or less by standards. I will also try sticking to the old Argo policy on religion/politics, as it doesn't mix well in communities.