[Denied] weeb banned by does not matter.

[TechnoManiac98]

Your in-game name:
weeb

Ban reason as was stated in-game:
Deathmatching

Admin who banned you:
does not matter.

When you were banned:
30th april 10pm +5:30 GMT

Additional notes:
What happened?:

so i was trying to grow weed after trying almost everything to earn money as a beginner and tock tock caught me, did 0 replay and pulled out his gun so i took my bike and ran away then 2 cops in there car came and started shooting me after i crashed so i shot back but i died, i got supper pissed because they didn't do any RP with me what-so-ever + took 3-4k of my-hard earned cash and made me angry, i bought an SMG found those cops did a bit of RP which was way more than they did before killing me and i started shooting, before i could kill him he banned me without giving a chance. they get to play as they like as a cop, they can kill anybody but when i want to kill them i get banned.

Anyways, yes it was wrong trying to kill them (i have read the rules before and i am sorry for this.) but the game is already hard enough for me to start being poor and making money, free cop doesn't pay shit, oil worker i keep dying(advance bomb script from what i've heard) and being a criminal: weed is broken, nobody wants heroin and meth needs you to have 75k just to start + cops never leave me and take my hard earned money when i get killed/arrested. the anger of not being able to make money, instead losing money to the cops drove my actions and made me do that..

Please lift the ban, i want to be a part of this community and will make sure that this is the last mistake from my side. i really miss the server and all the fun i had with my friends and holy shit i fucked up that weed i finally plated after searching for ages for a spot(where those cops started chasing me) + i miss all the progress i made with 30k and about 2-3 months of hard work. i won't say that i don't deserve a ban but at least i can get a 2nd chance.

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[TechnoManiac98]

so devin wanted me to try again when i'm calm, because i pissed him of i guess. here i am. quite calm at the moment unless he walks in again being a dick as usual and piss me off, again! so i will get straight to the point. whats going on? almost 10 days! yes i did wrong by trying to kill that cop and i do apologize, i have said this a million times but i guess nobody read it. here it is again: its super hard to start out as the "little guy" on the server, people are hard on you, cops are hard on your, criminals are hard on you and above all the script itself is hard on you. its hard to make money and i did make some money working hard.

the game is already hard enough for me to start being poor and making money, free cop doesn't pay shit, oil worker i keep dying(advance bomb script from what i've heard) and being a criminal: weed is broken, nobody wants heroin and meth needs you to have 75k just to start + cops never leave me and take my hard earned money when i get killed/arrested.

i was fucking exploding every 2-3 minutes on a cash rate average of 2k every 10-15 minutes.  i spent a total of 60 minutes doing the job, exploding then playing DayZ survival to finding a drivable car near that ghost town hospital, drive to the pumps area and explode AGAIN, i made a total of 6-8k. after 5 days of looking for a weed spot i finally found one and started planting the seeds like the happiest motherfucker on earth soon after cops started chasing me i died and took 3k from me, so about 15-25 minutes of work because they wanted to be dicks and follow me around half way across the map. i was genuinely angry, again i will say it AGAIN (pls READ ME PLS) angry makes you stupid. fuck yes i was stupid, so stupid that i didn't even thought who i was shooting that. the dudes i found happened to be patrolling around the same area i was killed in so i just started shooting blindly. and i am sorry for that. stuff like this happens all the time on the server, people get killed without any RP. same for cops and the criminals. but they get temp banned for it or get warned but i was perm banned on my very first kill. (which did not even happen as i was banned before i  got to kill them) i am really sorry for what happened just let me play on the fucking server again and dont be dicks on me! why i got permanently banned without any warnings why!? you guys never answered that. i don't want any answers i just want to get unbanned!

[Teddy]

It's fairly evident to me that you are still unable to manage your emotions. If you cannot manage your anger and it consistently leads to outbursts and deathmatching, then you are not allowed back. You told me in your old unban that you had it under control essentially. Clearly that is not the case.

[TechnoManiac98]

It's fairly evident to me that you are still unable to manage your emotions. If you cannot manage your anger and it consistently leads to outbursts and deathmatching, then you are not allowed back. You told me in your old unban that you had it under control essentially. Clearly that is not the case.

an example, a kid is crying because you took his toy, you tell the boy "if you stay quiet i'll let you have it back!" kids stays quiet for a while. then you tease the boy "here you go, here it is right here want it? nope. AHA!" obviously the kid will cry even harder this time.

how can i stay calm if you guys keep teasing me and pushing me? a few nice replies gives me hope that yes i can get unbanned then some dude riding a train rams me nope you can't be + others were given a fair amounts of warnings that i never had makes me even more pissed as if i'm getting less priority because of here i am from, makes me more pissed. if you could see this through my point of you you would know why i am so mad right now.

[Teddy]

Interestingly enough, I worked with kids professionally as a teacher for a few years. There is a difference between your example and this. We're not teasing you. If you want to be unbanned, get a hold of yourself.

The simple fact remains is the only thing stopping you from getting unbanned is you. It's perfectly fine to get mad. It is a natural human emotion. Now as I used to tell many kids, it all comes down to how you express that anger and the consequences that follow are a result of that expression.

You got angry over a cops action, totally fine. However is rolling up to the next cop you see and deathmatching them an appropriate expression of that anger? Absolutely not.

You got angry over Devin's reply, again totally fine. However is how you've unraveled now an appropriate expression of that anger? Absolutely not.

Another I said to kids a lot: It's time to be responsible and accept your wrongdoings. Unless you can tell me how you plan on expressing your anger in the future in a way that keeps the server environment playable for others I am not comfortable giving you an unban.

[TechnoManiac98]

Interestingly enough, I worked with kids professionally as a teacher for a few years. There is a difference between your example and this. We're not teasing you. If you want to be unbanned, get a hold of yourself.

The simple fact remains is the only thing stopping you from getting unbanned is you. It's perfectly fine to get mad. It is a natural human emotion. Now as I used to tell many kids, it all comes down to how you express that anger and the consequences that follow are a result of that expression.

You got angry over a cops action, totally fine. However is rolling up to the next cop you see and deathmatching them an appropriate expression of that anger? Absolutely not.

You got angry over Devin's reply, again totally fine. However is how you've unraveled now an appropriate expression of that anger? Absolutely not.

Another I said to kids a lot: It's time to be responsible and accept your wrongdoings. Unless you can tell me how you plan on expressing your anger in the future in a way that keeps the server environment playable for others I am not comfortable giving you an unban.

how many times do i have to say this? ANGER MAKES YOU FUCKING STUPID!! i was not fucking thinking clearly! i just fucking did with without even thinking about if those were the right dudes! just took this crap from a random article on the interwebs, maybe this will make some sense.

When we feel strong negative emotions like anger, fear, frustration, hurt and guilt our body/mind goes into stress mode.

That means our mind/body is getting ready to run away or fight.

Unfortunately, in stress mode, the chemical changes in our body suppress our ability to solve problems and energise our muscles instead.

“So, anger, hurt, anxiety, frustration, guilt and other powerful negative emotions can literally make us stupid!”

i just wanted to kill those fuckers who stole my fucking money! I SPENT AN HOUR EXPLODING AND FIXING FUCKING PUMPS THAT THEY JUST STOLE WITH A FEW FUCKING CLICKS! NO FUCKING SWEAT. i could not see their names because.. well i was running and trying to escape. those fucking dicks followed me from oil springs to the highway of LV and killed me.

what do you want from me? what's am i doing that's not getting em unbanned? yes i am fucking angry but i got reasons to be. most of my replies are completely honest, i'm not typing random shit just so i can get unbanned but i guess i would've gotten unbanned if i had wrote random shit instead of being honest.

[Teddy]

Denied.

You can try again in 2 months. In that time I suggest some therapy or anger management.