[Denied]ban appeal

[Nomel714]

Full ingame name:Kappa
Approximate date of getting banned:5 April 2018
Reason of getting banned:Returning after death, disruptive behavior.
Further information:Dear administrator team yet again I’m in the unban section posting this, which sucks a lot. I did not want to be here at all and what I did is an embarrassment not only to me but to you as well. You gave me so many chances to recover from my mistakes and prove I’m a worthy player yet I get to fail your trust over and over again. I apologize for this and really hate myself for being so immature.
The day I was banned I don’t know what was going through my head and why I picked up that pack, I wish I never did, such stupidity of me to do so and I regret it ever since. I think the problem with me is that I don’t like to lose and that’s why I do retarded acts like that so I would ruin it for the other player and get myself banned. I really enjoy the server, I play it to have a good time and I see what kind of dick player I am ruining it for other players with my annoying trollish behavior. I want the best for the server and I want other players to see that and I’m eager to change and to be a good player to play with.

[Klaus]

Welcome back, Kappa. Let's have a quick look at your ban history.


http://www.argonathrpg.eu/index.php?topic=118207

You're first ban, for deathmatching.


http://www.argonathrpg.eu/index.php?topic=118435

Banned yet again for deathmatching, but given another chance.

I forgive you. Don't waste this chance though as I won't be giving you another one.

Unbanned

http://www.argonathrpg.eu/index.php?topic=118963

Your third ban for deathmatching, and denied for obvious reasons. You don't learn.


http://www.argonathrpg.eu/index.php?topic=119102

Miraculously Kessu decides to give you another chance, and trust me that doesn't happen too often.

This is your last chance to show me you're capable of following the rules. And don't try to bend the rules either, I will be watching.

Unbanned

http://www.argonathrpg.eu/index.php?topic=122102

Banned for /q abuse.


http://www.argonathrpg.eu/index.php?topic=122840

Banned yet again for deathmatching and also for having a terrible attitude towards the administration, despite all the chances you were given in the past. You promised to us you had changed for the better, and was given ANOTHER chance by Kessu.


And here we are, again. Banned for your shitty behavior which you promised to us was gone for good in your last unban request. You lied the administration and yet again proved to us you can't learn from previous mistakes.

[Nomel714]

I honor the chances that have been given to me yet I manage to screw everything up. I understand that I’m a mess and I hate myself for being like that towards admins, I am worthless now due to my ban history and how I treated people. I am really trying to improve. I know that it’s impossible for you to forgive me for my acts, I am very sorry for all of this.

[Klaus]

I am really trying to improve.

Good, and keep working on that.

I know that it’s impossible for you to forgive me for my acts, I am very sorry for all of this.

Not impossible, but of course difficult. I think you can agree I have a very good reason to be skeptical towards you.

[Kessu]

Will you finally stop being a shitbag in the server and on the discord?

The way you've behaved in the past is truly shitty.

Your wannabe troll attitude and "carelessness" have got you here more than once, twice or even thrice.

Maybe it's time for a change?

[Nomel714]

I will do my best at keeping an appealing behaviour towards each and every player.  I can’t promise that my lame puns will stop, because it’s a part of the gameplay on the server/discord for players to goof around from times to time and I don’t want to be missed out on it, but I will question myself twice before posting a comment or doing an action if it’s an accurate time to do so and how it will affect other players. I can promise that I will manage to resist in being toxic towards players and play fair.
I have changed to a better me, I got a job started helping my mom more and many other things… I won’t have as much time as before to play on argo and I think it’s even better for me I won’t have time to be a shitbag anymore.

[Klaus]

I can promise that I will manage to resist in being toxic towards players and play fair.

You've already failed to keep this promise before.

Are you here to play the game, or are you here to give "lame puns" and to "goof around"? If it's the latter, then save yourself the effort and don't bother asking for an unban.

[Nomel714]

Yes I’m here to play the game. I did not mean that I'm here to only goof around and throw lame puns I'm here to enjoy my time to play the game and unfortunately this servers gameplay falls in 2 categories where players roleplay and where players have fun in OOC.  If you are against me enjoying the server gameplay then I don’t see what the point of being unbanned is.

[Klaus]

Playing around and being stupid may be enjoyable for you, but it isn't for everyone else. If you want to play here, then you must change your immature "joker" mentality and grow up. We no longer have the patience to continue schooling you.

[Nomel714]

Look i will do my best to keep ideal behaviour to your request as i said before.

but I will question myself twice before posting a comment or doing an action if it’s an accurate time to do so and how it will affect other players.

[Kessu]

As Klaus said me giving you chances again and again have already been miraculous.

In order to get this unban you need a divine intervention and just pretty much repeating yourself from the previous unban requests isn't gonna do it.

Admins are sick of your shit, so you better convince the entire administration team of your case.

[Nomel714]

When I found this server at first I did many wrong moves, my carelessness and ignorance only caused me to have more enemies than friends in result I was always raging when something happened to me not the way I wanted. I got too attached to my character and that was a big mistake, I have later learned after getting unbanned in 1st January how to properly play and build up my character and started getting real enjoyment from what I was doing but later I lost motivation doing it and turned back into a shity troll and got banned.

I've been a member in this community for 2 years and following how players play, argue, joke and play was interesting. I'm willing to do anything to rebuild the trust with the administration team. I don't know how to start doing it because I’m stuck here but if I knew I would do what it takes to make it happen.

[Kessu]

later I lost motivation doing it and turned back into a shity troll and got banned.

And how will you prevent this in the future?

[Nomel714]

later I lost motivation doing it and turned back into a shity troll and got banned.

The reason I lost motivation to develop my character was that not many players did it so I lost interest, but now I know I’m doing it for myself and this is one of the best ways to gain best roleplay experience.

And how will you prevent this in the future?

If I had been given a future I wouldn’t waste it and worsen the trust I’m trying to rebuild.

[Klaus]

I don't know how to start doing it because I’m stuck here but if I knew I would do what it takes to make it happen.

Firstly, I want to see you lose the trollish attitude you've always had and grow up for once. No more "goofing around" from you. No more bad jokes or "lame puns". No more whining or tantrums. Are you really able to do that?