[Unbanned]Unban Appeal | Spiller

[Edgplicit]

Full ingame name: Spiller
Approximate date of getting banned: October, 2018
Reason of getting banned: Multiple felony

Further information:
Do you consider giving me a chance or it isn't time yet?
I've done whatever I could have, confessed what I should have had, maybe a bit late.

Everyone knows how bad I fucked up. Here we go, beg sorry to you again, I mean it.

[Klaus]

Fix your topic title.

Why do you want to return?

[Edgplicit]

Sorry I can't modify the topic title, I can't find the edit button. It's supposed to be Unban Appeal | Spiller though, if you can do it.

There are many reasons for why I want to return. I have been missing this community ever since. I want to play here again, I'm desperately waiting for my chance. I've left behind some friends around here. I'm missing all this fun. This was the server I started VCMP with, and became my favorite usual.

Those days I enjoyed, old memories, they seem to glow in my mind. lol I can still visualize Kessu dancing in front of my cam, all those countless hours of playtime, all those turns.

Yeah, there's a lot of fuckery I've done bad, lost trust. Which can't be erased or fixed so easily. I'll be on my way to cop, might help me gaining some kind of trust again which I once lost by cheating.


I want to live again as Spiller, but true this time.

[Klaus]

It's good that you've come to terms with your mistakes, however.. It took you far too long to come clean. It wasn't 'maybe too late'. You know you should have confessed earlier. Your honesty is the key here. The administration lost complete trust in you. Now it's been some time, and you've had time to think about what you did. What are you regrets? How would you describe your past behavior? Do you really understand what you did and why it was such a massive fuck up?

[Edgplicit]

yeah I know it took way too long than it should have. "You know you should have confessed earlier", that is
one of the biggest regret I have. That I didn't come clean from the first go, if I did, I am most certainly sure I wouldn't have been here now. Even though I was told to go with honesty, I fucked up the chance administration gave me to confess whatever I did. I wasted a lot of time, mine and admins'.

My past behaviour, I was lost in the confidence that I would get through this easily by lying all the way. I was so damn wrong. Please forgive me for this, I was eaten up by the greed inside me.

Alright so, I had shared accounts, was double-accounting in an alter-ego and even then was lying to everyone. Don't forget to count the shameless "shit happens" comment. Not only I did all these mistakes, when I got banned I also lied to the administration again which was much more than an insult. Your aggression on me was justified. I didn't stop here, I brought my sorry ass to Kessu, even after all this, and started begging him to leave my ingame possessions. And as if this wasn't enough, while this was happening I went to tie up with a blacklisted community, to deteriorate everything. This is more than enough to be called a "massive" fuck up, lying, cheating, insulting and whatnot.

Yes I do recall and realize what I did. I pulled up some really selfish, shameless and disgusting acts. I was dumb, shameless and immature. I know I've said this before but I know it's hard to trust me again and forgive whatever I've done. If given a chance, I won't do it ever again. I apologize for everything.

[Klaus]

At the very least, you owe Kessu a personal apology for your behavior.

You for sure got greedy. You cared more about your money and possessions than anything else. Now you're here asking to play because you miss the players and the moments instead. I'm hoping you've realised now how little those few lines of data actually mean.

What matters more is your reputation, that you tarnished. The friends, that you betrayed. The chance to play, taken away.

[Edgplicit]

yes I know I owe Kessu a apology.
I don't think it would be a bad idea to do it here in front of everyone, cause I what I did was an insult publicly and it should be dealt accordingly plus I'm not in touch with him anymore, so

I'm sorry first of all for disrespecting you, lying to you, you were always there as a mentor, as a friend with me, guided me at every turn, lol you even killed me twice for the sake of it, thanks to Nylez. What I did was unexpectedly hilarious, yeah I know I didn't think about you and what you said to me before doing all this. But now when I punished to what I deserve, I realize how bad I was, as a friend. You won't believe me anymore maybe but I do feel the shame as I write. I profoundly regret for what I did, sorry for that backstab, for that betrayal, for sinking your hopes that you had regarding me, for everything. I shouldn't have done this. I had lost shame. Now I won't, please forgive me, if you can, old friend. When I now think of you, you were one of the few who would hold me together in argo, one of my true friends, I am embarrassed from my past behaviour, I am sure so are you.

And sorry to everyone else I betrayed, all my friends. Please forgive me. These words will never be enough.

That "data" isn't just few lines of data for me now, I realize what they mean, these are now studded in my head. My greed only resulted into futility, I might make shittons of money, but I'll never get to make such friends. Nor can I buy them with all that money. I want no part of it now, I just wish to get these old friends of mine.

[Kessu]

Have you, or anyone from your household ban evaded lately?

[Edgplicit]

Have you, or anyone from your household ban evaded lately?

I've been away from VCMP, barely paid visits just for the sake of my clan. Even though I was pretty desperate to play again but trust me I did not evade or try to evade it.

Can't say about my household. I do not completely trust my brother.

[Edgplicit]

Have you, or anyone from your household ban evaded lately?

I don't know what made you conclude this, what made you ask this. I am very sure that you picked up something, you wouldn't just throw accusations. I know it's hard to believe me in the current situation but if I had attempted any kind of evades then I wouldn't have lied about it. Atleast after knowing that lying leads no way out of it.

Anyway, I doubleposted cause I'd like to update that I've checked Cole's computer and there are no signs of argo, it's not in history, there are no logs. I don't think he can evade on his own.

Also just to mention, we two are not the only ones who play VCMP from near household. There is a guy called hazardous and his sister, neighbours, it's been long since they play. IP is different from ours since we're not on the same network but location is the same. And there's thunder two apartments away. I'm not trying to blame them but since you said "from your household" I listed everyone I know irl from VCMP Argo.

[Klaus]

I am very sure that you picked up something, you wouldn't just throw accusations.

Yeah, that's right. You've got an interesting little community going on there. Just a coincidence you all playing VC:MP Argonath?

You know what this looks like.

[Edgplicit]

Not a coincidence. They're playing VC:MP Argonath cause me and cole told them about it and have seen us playing it last year. They used to play VCSP on their low end PCs until they got to know there's a multiplayer version as well. We also taught them about argo, almost whatever we had knowledge of till that time, taught them DM so they can help us around if needed
and they did too. You're right this is not any coincidence, We setup this little community, VCMP itself isn't popular enough to attract players like this. But they all are distinct real life entities, they are friends I swear, not any our aliases to evade. Plus I've moved out of home since long for higher studies, I visit in vacations only. I know it would seem like made up bullshit to you but this is true to the best of my knowledge.

I just know hazardous and thunder are both banned from the server. Can't remember why.

I don't know what's going on here, I can just assure that I have no clue about all this.

Just to let you know that I once thought about ban evading when my appeal was denied in Jan. But I used to play here because I found fun. Fun because I wasn't bound. When I thought about evading, it wouldn't have been fun anymore, I'll need to play dumb and pretend which would mean a cross to my definition of fun in Argo, it would limit my potential and spirit to play which is way worse than not playing at all because I wouldn't be able to do things in the way I want. Plus after committing so much of crap, I just couldn't add evade into the list. And if I had evaded already I wouldn't be here appealing.

I could've ban evaded anytime but I am not smart enough to keep my shit altogether, I couldn't keep a cover for long. I apologize for this.

[Klaus]

After some discussion, we have decided to give you another chance to redeem yourself in this community.

Everyone knows you fucked up. Now this is your one chance to put things right and make up for what you did.

Over time, you've managed to convince me somewhat that you've realised where you went wrong. I hope now that I will see a new and improved Spiller and not the old one.

Regarding the blacklisted community, just as everyone else involved who were banned, if we find you have any connection with such blacklisted community you will be banned, no questions asked. So avoid it.

Unbanned