I have been playing Argonath RPG around
1,5 year.
It had been hard for me to get ready to play on server,
You may understand the reason soon while reading this text.
Since my join, I have been both good and bad,,
I dont mean about characters, I mean by obeying the rules,
My first gang/group was
(S] Saints of Satan, which I joined with annoying them,
They thought that had to get me in to stop the annoying,
Also I was at ARPD and get to the rank of Captain in
DPD, of course by the help of dear
Dave:
Dave has been very helpfull to me and I think is the reason that I stayed on
Argonath RPG,
I am always very thankfull to him and sorry that I have been disappointing him.
Anyway, I was at
(S], it was very active when it was first created, then the leaders LoveMeister and RobbyMeister another good friends,
They wanted to keep the clan alive and they kicked all the members, except me and they gave me the highest rank.
Some time later when Rstars RPG 0.3 was announced, they closed down
(S] and thought of a group named Stracci, which later Nitrox opened.
We were thinking about the family and making plans and waiting for new scripts, but then I dont remember how, the plans on Stracci stopped and I went inactive for the important exam, which I have got the top points
.
I was coming in game rarely and saw the stracci was created but by Nitrox,
That was the end of my
S history,
But while Stracci was being planned I was invited to clan AV by Dave, so I applied and got accepted soon,
I met =AV=JOHN some time before too, another very good friend,
Anyway I joined
AV Clan and played until the school year started, then I went inactive but I was active at forums
I applied for a diplomatic position in clan and I got accepted. While on that position I tried to do some things for clan as much as I could do even when I was inactive,
Then the exam finished, I came back to argonath rpg.
It was nice to see a warm welcome from players,
I played good for some time then saw [
Z] Zaibatsu Corporation opening, I thought it would be nice to take place and see some good RP and joined it.
To develop Z I have invented some ideas, they gave me a good rank but Razor and David, the founders of Z another good friends, wanted to change the group and I had to leave it because I did not want to leave my dear clan
AV.
After that time I applied for Member Manager position on
AV, I was a bit inactive but still tried to do that job, and some time later I was AV Co-leader with Swifty.
But I have started to behave strangely, I was being warned and kicked a lot of times, uncountable times,
I got warned by clan and was suspended for sometime,
But,
Some days ago I got banned by Gimli for constant rulebreaking and even ruining the event just after he said "Event ruin=Ban"
And got kicked from my clan
AV..
That may be a very short story of my life in argonath,
Uh and by the way I am a betatester but I was inactive while betateste because of that exam..
Ok now I can think about the reason,
Well it has been a very stresfully year for me for working a meaningless exam. But atleast I was happy at its and.
However, I was happy I still had some stress, with going on TV shows or reportages on newspapers etc. and the tire of the whole year.
AND I am a strange person in real life, my friends may know it, I have am not good enough at communication but try to work on it, I have some kind of little psychological problem, which is genetic as I know, which makes me to communicate harder more, but I have hidden it from argonath community but after the ban I have noticed that I must be a lot more careful.
I want to apologise to whole community and esspecially those I broke up with,
Firstly including admins, because I took their important time instead they should care of new comers to the servers,
To Swifty, because I set him up and thy all the negative things started about him after that time.
To Mafs, I have never been able to get on well with him,
To DeeJay, I made him very mad at me,
To Flameman, I was not able to explain things to him because I was hiding something from him,
To Dave, I am really sorry for doing all the things mate, I aplogise for disappointing you, ,And those others maybe I forgot their names and maybe they left argonath rpg,Also to gandalf or aragorn maybe,And also to Jcstoods and Wdoyle,And to Gimli for ruining his job and taking your time for no reason,
Guys, thanks for reading this thing, I hope you will help me if I break rules again and warn me like "Please calm down otherwise you know what will happen",
Some time before when I was again breaking rules some guy said: Specter never breaks rules :S. So I did not take care of it I think, but after now I care of all and try to have a sence.
If I get unbanned I will join Zaibatsu again with a new character named: Reona Takahashi, and also carry on with my old character: Jack Mosley and also try to get alive some of my ideas,
EDIT: And also about calling my self noob:
Yes it was a very strange behavour I know, again sorry with that annoying people,
I was feeling nervous however now I know I should stop it
I will also try to help argonath rpg with betatesting or more..
It has been really long but I would explain more but I think this is enough, thanks for your understanding..Specter, with the hope of being a new Specter."People may change."Thanks again for reading..
PS: If you want to know what are those blanks for: It is to help you read more easily so no one will complain about being lazy and its being hard to read 
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