When facing a problem, good person faces it,doesnt turn back and leaves,dont be a bad person. told you on msn, face it, learn from mistakes...
The argonath community is amazing, with exception of a large percentage of players, Deathmatchers, Freecops, Vigilante Admins with the incorrect attitude, I have an anger issue which I try to control where I sometimes turn around to a deathmatcher and I'll say "F**k off!!!" or some sort of flame, no one can be perfect and I cannot control my anger, yes I went to therapy for 2 years, but it didn't help .. I am and have always been a problemed person, "different", not many people understand me, [AV]Nexxt hash the exact same problem as me and he understands me and I respect him for that, [AV]Jonny, [AE]Xavas and [AV]Troy and I have been very close friends and we've grown to understand eachother so they understand me, teachers aswell, I've been through various teachers that don't understand my inability to control my anger, one of my teachers use to hit me, she thought I was a pathetic infant, she was beaten to death by the police, another reason why you don't press that panic button.
People die when they don't deserve to die, South Africa is my country, I'm proud to say I live here, but it's this country that has made me what I am today, no I am not blaming, I would not feel guilt from killing some one that stole my DVD player...I am 15 years old, we have Self Defense classes at school. I was playing computer once, and some fag came strolling into my house and took my skateboard and walked out, I saw him and got a fright, I was too scared to press the panic-button (the button that alerts the police you have a problem) because generally when you press the panic button, the police arrive and they realise "Oh it's a kid on his own, lets rape him, take his money, etc" If my passport expires it's a big problem for we have no way out of the country, South africa is corrupt, and in the year 2010 if you think you are going to come watch the soccer, here is me saying, SAVE YOUR LIFE AND DON'T COME.
Please tell your parents if you do come that do not honk at Taxi's for they will take out a gun and shoot you dead...yup, I am 15 I don't deserve to live in such an unsafe world, it's just not fair and this type of shit makes me all stressed out, and then I get home and some one breaks rules, which makes me get mad and me getting mad = flaming, and flaming = breaking rules, and then I get banned and the rulebreaker doesn't, so I think it's best that I leave because I am not bringing anything good to the Community
But Gandalf .. he is a nice person, he believes in not just second chances, but he believes in 1000chances, he is the nicest guy I've ever met, he will help you with anything even scripts when you need help.
The admins of whom I respect, you guys actually do your jobs..and I thank you for that:
CBFasi
Lavamike
Komodoros
cDa
Flameman
MrsS
Thank you...
When facing a problem like this, I understand it is not like life and there are second chances, but being unpopular isn't bad, but being hated is, and I don't want that..and I know that I am hated...anyway Merry Christmas, I want you to enjoy your Christmas guys and keep fighting rule breakers ... Thanks
Regards
Matthew
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