Hello. I've been playing on SA:MP for over two years now, what have I achieved? A lot of enemies? Friends? English knowledge? For me, I have achieved everything I could, even enemies. Many of my previous ingame friends have turned me down, and eventually became a bypassing guy that doesn't PM me and welcome me on the server anymore. I've let down alot of people, I won't deny that.
Over the past month, I've had a problem IRL with my brother, he even tried to shoot himself, and ended up at mental hospital. The only person I've could speak to about this is Cofi, thanks for that, bud. It have really ment alot for me, since you once was in the same situation as I am now, it makes it alot easier for me to speak. The problem I've had have eventually becomed a problem for everyone. I have started to provide problems for my friend, my group and myself. I have been warned multiple times, kicked, even temp banned because of something I've done. I am not myself. I know alot of people have said this earlier, but I am not myself now. I have decided to quit Argonath RPG SA:MP for some time, who knows when I may return.
Another thing I've done is to bug SugarD and Amy about their friendship(?). When I heard you really had feelings for Amy in real life, I nearly broke down. I can't believe how stupid I've been to do such a thing towards both of you. I really apologizes, and I understand if you won't take my apologize serious.
I have also decided to start playing Vice City for some time, since I've heard multiple times that can "cool" you down. (no offence, SA:MP patriots).
Aksel.