Thought i'd make it formal.

[TheRealStof]

Hello friends, most of you may remmeber me as Stof [ALS]_SToF Stof_Ruiz etc. I just thought i would formally apologise for my actions towards the community in the past 3 years since i havent done so yet and everyone here deserves my apolgies. I started the game in early 2008 young and knew the argonath server from playing MTA VC, I was a happy kid playing argonath by the rules and making heaps of friends while i was at it. Then in 2009 i became an admin and for some reason that year things really started to go downhill i was failing in school doing drugs drinking smoking and becoming a really hatefull and disrespectfull person. So as i was an admin at the time i was always going on argonath and as an admin i was constantly getting problems with people on the server and my anger was being brought into the game, which eventually got me kicked from being an admin and banned from the server. When i came back i was still that monster i had been turned into and got banned many times more mainly for flaming. So what i am saying is forget who i became and remember who i was before that because that is who i am now, and nobody can bring me down. Also to all the people i have flamed and disrespected i am really sorry from the bottom of my heart and the admin team Gimli Aragorn Gandalf and all other admins im so sorry for what i did and everything i said, if i could wind back time i would get some help and none of this wopuld have happened, and i eventually got help and now i am happy and calm. havent been in a fight since some time last year and havent done drugs in over a year. So to every single person in this community i say sorry and hope that one day you can forgive me, argonath has been a big part of my life and i love every single person here (but not in a creepy way)

Yours Truly,

Stof

[Gandalf]

Stof, there is one thing about alcohol and drugs that you should know by now. Using them it brings out your deeper feelings, the ones that without their influence you try to hide. This is why some people under influence become happy and joyful, while others show an angry side.
As you let out those feelings, it will make you feel better for a short while although it can hurt those around you. Once you realize that you are actually hurting others with your behaviour, it is time to look at where the neatives come from, because they are inside you. Solve the negatives, and you will be a better person all together.
I do hope that you managed to overcome your negatives, and by that I do not just mean the abuse of alcohol and drugs, but the matters that made you abuse them.

[Norrage]

Ohh Stof! Welcome back man .

[TheRealStof]

You are a very wise man gandalf and yes i have gotten over drugs and am seeing someone to help out issues that i have so im pretty much all good now

and i'm not back yet i was for about a month but my brother got us banned til september so yeah 

[Jserg]

Sounds pretty good that you cut those drugs and drinks, Well, nice from your side that you ask for apologies.

Good luck in the future Stof, both on argonath and RL.

[Aragorn]

It can happen that circumstances will always play the main part in your mood and life position... It is normal, but not when its public... Involving people into own problems is not the best thing to gain good things as a result...
Welcome back... I cannot forgive you cos I am not angry or do have any issues to you...

[Jingle]

My main man Stof. Welcome back. Oh, and the next time you take drugs or drink alcohol, try to avoid doing actions that will result in making topics or apologies such as this one in the future. 

[SugarD]

Apology accepted because you had the courage and the heart to give an honest apology to everyone in the community. I'm glad to see you're back and your life is getting better man. I remember way back when in 2008 when you were loved by many, and your short leave made everyone upset because they thought you'd be gone forever. When you came back, I don't think what happened needs to be repeated, but after all this time, I'm just glad to have the old Stof back again.

[TheRealStof]

:O Jserg! havent heard from you in yonks and thankyou everyone for accepting the appology and i look forward to bringing back old friendships and making new ones when i return in game

[Caltson]

I know who you are and I definatly had the feeling something was bothering you.

No need for me to accept your apolegies, You really never offended me and I have the feeling you'll never will. I've been going trough alot myself aswell, had some really bad years past whilst I was on Argonath and Now I did move on to the next chapter in my life, Settling down. This chapter does not include Argonath anymore and this is probably one of the last times we speak to each other trough this ways, But atleast I can remember you as the guy I want to remember.

Glad to see you have solved it yourself, Stof 

[Jcstodds]

  No idea what happened, but great to see you back!

[TheRealStof]

I know who you are and I definatly had the feeling something was bothering you.

No need for me to accept your apolegies, You really never offended me and I have the feeling you'll never will. I've been going trough alot myself aswell, had some really bad years past whilst I was on Argonath and Now I did move on to the next chapter in my life, Settling down. This chapter does not include Argonath anymore and this is probably one of the last times we speak to each other trough this ways, But atleast I can remember you as the guy I want to remember.

Glad to see you have solved it yourself, Stof 

just make sure you come say hi in november thats when i will be back, my brother some how got our ban longer -.- and hit us up for some cod or something on ps3 Stefaan35 is my name

[ShaunSforza]

Good luck putting your negatives behind you mate :P

I can't really say welcome back cos I'm inactive as hell (haven't been online since like 2009 :|) due to doing year 11 and 12.

Glad your getting help etc, and good luck for the future man :P

Shaun

[TheRealStof]

thanks dude i look forward to seeing you online when your studies are finished