My bad, sorry.
Yes truth being, I realize what I had done - I went online with intention of dming someone knowing perfectly well I'd probably be banned. I won't explain my reasons because they are not important in this case; a rulebreak is a rulebreak. I thought about it for a few days and I regret my actions, however shall you give me a chance in future, I won't misbehave again - except for this outburst, I believe my punishment history isn't as bad as histories of other players who've been given a second chance.