[UPDATE] A note to the IV Players who I have disppointed

[Kowalski.]

This bit is really personal to me but I think I should tell you all:
I have been bullied over a period of years which makes me very sensitive to some things. For example, I am still teased over my rl name which has been going on for nearly 8 years. 

I should also comment on how Mane asked Lucchese to ignore me for being toxic:
I know I have been, and I do regret it. I know what is expected of me and I want to fix it. Please, Lucchese have helped me in the past, please consider revoking this decision to help me.

Some of the people here have actually tried to help me and they have been nice to me so I want to point them out:
@Mihail Junkovich
@Caster Conte
@Nadim Jones
@Joey Lucchese
@Twenty
Thank you for your kindness towards me!

One other point, JackDockz did invite me back to RT. However, after a problem on our forum where Jack was being moderated, he showed attitude and stuff, so I banned him. Now, everyone seems to enjoy trolling me and creating petitions to remove me. This might sound like bs but this was causing me stress. I banned Jack from our Discord group and removed his msg so that won't work but I have the proof that he invited me:

Spoiler for Here's my proof against Dockz:

The link to the topic is: http://rtcrimefamily.smfnew2.com/recruitment/the-rt-crime-family/

I have some messages towards others, but I won't say anything negative about them, because I am worse. I don't blame anyone for trolling me but here are the messages:
@DwaYR You created a petition and trolled me, but I also have had an attitude towards you., I just want to say, I'm really sorry for it all
@gabrielkiriac Brian, I know you find me stupid but I am sorry for trolling you and Argo.
@about10pandas I know I have been stupid, I don't know about towards you BUT I thought I should apologize.
@Twenty I am sorry towards you as well
@Senate I might not have done much but I think it's worth it to apologize. I am sorry Senate
@Everyone In general, I'm sorry!

@Nadim Jones You stopped helping me, now you are ignoring me and I am confused as to why.

My only request is that you guys stop trolling me and I will also try to fulfill my part! If you can remove these "petitions" and stuff, I would appreicate it!

Thanks for listening to what I have to say.

John Meeses

[Younes]

Hopefully this is a point of change for you. The issue with your actions is that it is not fully considered before letting it out to reality. You need to rethink before doing anything, and keep trying hard to the correct path only. People do not bully you in Argonath, at least I did not see. They tried, many of them if not most, to help you but you've refused and wanted to continue on your own way, and ended up in such situations.

Good luck with this, keep trying and don't give up.

[Kowalski.]

Hopefully this is a point of change for you. The issue with your actions is that it is not fully considered before letting it out to reality. You need to rethink before doing anything, and keep trying hard to the correct path only. People do not bully you in Argonath, at least I did not see. They tried, many of them if not most, to help you but you've refused and wanted to continue on your own way, and ended up in such situations.

Good luck with this, keep trying and don't give up.

I shall. Thanks Younes for the guidance, I am going to follow this from now on

[Hernandez]

Add this to the list please: " @wholecommunity sorry for being a kiddo "

Hey guys. I can see I have disappointed a lot of you in many ways, such as talking a lot, reporting over nothing, and just plain rudeness. I have realised that and want to improve. I would appreciate it if yu could post some suggestions as to how I can do so, as I want to have friends here. I will work on myself, I just need some suggestions.

Source: http://www.argonathrpg.eu/index.php?topic=120632.0

You made a similar topic in the past in which you've been apologizing dramatically and we haven't seen any improvements after that, Hopefully, this is ain't one of your jokes, and you are being serious.

[psyron]

'its just a game why u heftu be mad?'

get over these silly reasons and go out meet ur friends for some candy. ivmp is not your whole life, you are not criminal don, you are just a teenage video game player.

dont put yourself down for some random online people u meet. i just dont get it how people take online video games so seriously, youre gonna be a loser in real life if u continue.

i dont even know who the fck u guys are, but it was a funny topic there. whole of ivmp trolled u n jackdickz. (no they dont realy care about u, we all here for the lulz)

have a good week

[Kowalski.]

Add this to the list please: " @wholecommunity sorry for being a kiddo "
Source: http://www.argonathrpg.eu/index.php?topic=120632.0

You made a similar topic in the past in which you've been apologizing dramatically and we haven't seen any improvements after that, Hopefully, this is ain't one of your jokes, and you are being serious.

I am.

I should have been serious before but I used my issues as an excuse. Trust me.

[Max_Crawford]

[JackDockz]

Well as everyone can see im banned from the forum and thus i cant edit anything. Second he is the only other member on his forum and hes the admin too so its possible he can edit and cook up whatever he wants.
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Saying such words at the age of 12 just means you are just someone who is a lot more immature than what u show you are
I never wanted to bully u, but you thinking that you are the smartest one of them all is bad about you. Well i very well knew what to do on the forum but you had to moderate every thing and just ruin what i worked on. Then you demoted me muted me and then you banned me. What do you expect after this. In the start of the whole revolution i just asked you to not moderate my posts but you didnt comply so i just started this revolution.
Due to your own pride you have destroyed friendships and a whole growing family.
And Argonath is not where i will come and bully someone cause i dont enjoy it. If you think i bullied you then sorry and also i will try not talking to you anymore.
Plus and you said this

enough of your bs here Jack. No u ain't president and I don't give a shit what anyone else claims.

which clearly states you dont care about anyone so it was the reason everybody got on you.

Sorry For Any Inconvenience and Good Luck For Future.

[zsmis]

I think the problem is you're trying to be 20 at the age of 12,forcing maturity upon yourself at that age doesn't help.It'll happen on its own as you keep getting older.Your take on maturity is pretty much "being an asshole" or "trying to boss others around" or "oh I'm always right and know everything" which is just the opposite of maturity.You're not the only one in the server with that kind of attitude however,I've seen some players from genovese act the same way,however I'm glad that you're aware of this issue...for the 2nd time now and are willing to change yourself.

As for your take on jobs,families etc. idk much about it,but I'm guessing that you need to improve on those aspects aswell.

[Max_Crawford]

I think the problem is you're trying to be 20 at the age of 12,forcing maturity upon yourself at that age doesn't help.It'll happen on its own as you keep getting older.Your take on maturity is pretty much "being an asshole" or "trying to boss others around" or "oh I'm always right and know everything" which is just the opposite of maturity.You're not the only one in the server with that kind of attitude however,I've seen some players from genovese act the same way,however I'm glad that you're aware of this issue...for the 2nd time now and are willing to change yourself.

As for your take on jobs,families etc. idk much about it,but I'm guessing that you need to improve on those aspects aswell.

tru
enjoy being kids guys! much funs

[Kowalski.]

I apologised for that already.

I never wanted to bully u.

Oh right.

Also, I have NOT in any case edited it. You can believe it and fantasize about it as much as you like.

I apologised for my mistake and tried to work it out with you and you went off and created this "revolution" that for one, does not make sense and for two, you want me down so u can take over RT. You can ask me over PM for unban on forum, and you can apply again for RT (NO REINSTATEMENT) and your rank will not go above Member for a long time to come, even if you join or not.

[Kowalski.]

Well as everyone can see im banned from the forum and thus i cant edit anything. Second he is the only other member on his forum and hes the admin too so its possible he can edit and cook up whatever he wants.
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Saying such words at the age of 12 just means you are just someone who is a lot more immature than what u show you are
I never wanted to bully u, but you thinking that you are the smartest one of them all is bad about you. Well i very well knew what to do on the forum but you had to moderate every thing and just ruin what i worked on. Then you demoted me muted me and then you banned me. What do you expect after this. In the start of the whole revolution i just asked you to not moderate my posts but you didnt comply so i just started this revolution.
Due to your own pride you have destroyed friendships and a whole growing family.
And Argonath is not where i will come and bully someone cause i dont enjoy it. If you think i bullied you then sorry and also i will try not talking to you anymore.
Plus and you said thiswhich clearly states you dont care about anyone so it was the reason everybody got on you.

Sorry For Any Inconvenience and Good Luck For Future.

Those words were aimed at you so you could we how it feels for one and if u are using VPN, I will ban ur Ip each time

[JackDockz]

I apologised for my mistake and tried to work it out with you and you went off and created this "revolution" that for one, does not make sense and for two, you want me down so u can take over RT. You can ask me over PM for unban on forum, and you can apply again for RT (NO REINSTATEMENT) and your rank will not go above Member for a long time to come, even if you join or not.

Well i dont care about you now. Lol just get members in RT first. Because now only 2 are left and most of the older ones and the major ones left because they cant tolerate your bs. whitewolf is just trying to save his post on both sides and as far as i tell he just is playing a double-game.
People ignore u cause of your fake maturity and even your own family got sick of you. The revolution was made by me just to get you realise your mistake and then again u took it as a bully thing and whatsoever.
Dont act mature at the age of 12 and play like a normal 12 yr old would play like. You create nonsense and then you suffer. Is it your fault or other peoples fault?

[Kowalski.]

Well i dont care about you now. Lol just get members in RT first. Because now only 2 are left and most of the older ones and the major ones left because they cant tolerate your bs. whitewolf is just trying to save his post on both sides and as far as i tell he just is playing a double-game.
People ignore u cause of your fake maturity and even your own family got sick of you. The revolution was made by me just to get you realise your mistake and then again u took it as a bully thing and whatsoever.
Dont act mature at the age of 12 and play like a normal 12 yr old would play like. You create nonsense and then you suffer. Is it your fault or other peoples fault?

The point of this topic is to get advice, now please stop, you aren't realizing it. Paradox didn't leave, he explained and I wont disclose those details. This "revolution" only convinced me to disregard you and forget you, cuz you don't understand the pain that I am experiencing bcuz of u. Nobody else, just you. I tried to work it out and u make this bs and when I expose u, then u say it was to make me realize mistakes. Sure.

[Kowalski.]

I request Jack's posts to be removed as he isn't giving advice. He is just posting nonsense. If not, I just disregard all his posts q.q