Iam So Soory for that.. Give me last chance for this..
You honestly need to chill and stop raging out over a game, when thinks don't go the way you want you get cheesed off and destruct everything, if you feel frustrated you can just go ahead, quit the game and take a break. not to mention your unacceptable behavior towards other players, this is not how maturity works.
Also staff are also not impressed with the way you refuse to interact with other players in a roleplay manner, this is a roleplay server, according to general sense this means you have to roleplay all the time.
How are you going to prevent this from happening in the future?