Your in-game name: Kowalski_Kolta
Your account name: MrMeeses
Ban reason as was stated in-game: Sexual Harassment
Admin who banned you: [R*]Senate
When you were banned: January 2019
Reason why you did it: I feel now it's the right time to try again.
What happened, what I did, was wrong. After talking a bit with Senate over Discord, I understand why I was in the wrong, and despite it being somewhat of a misinterpretation from my side, it doesn't excuse what happened. So, I'm not here to make up bullshit in order to get back on IV:MP. I'm here to express my deep remorse, show that I understand what happened, and I feel that now I've faced some consequences and I've been off the server for some time, I think now I have learned my lesson.
Of course, I'll stuff up again, that's just human. However, it won't go to this extent again, EVER. I just need to think about what I'm about to do, and how others will see it, two or three times, more if I have to.
I'm not going to do anything brainlessly again, and I just want to be part of the IVMP environment again, with my friends, and in a place where there are great people. Ever since I joined SA:MP Argonath, I've tried to keep a clean administrative record, and as far as I'm aware, I have succeeded so far.
I want to return to IV:MP, become a person people will appreciate again, and the last four months I haven't been on the IV:MP server has given me time to reflect on how my actions impacted someone else, and I get it, I screwed up big time and hurt someone.
For that I'm sorry. I genuinely am. I hope you can find it in your hearts to give me another chance. I was too persistent with that sort of RP before, and it became begging, cringeworthy and unacceptable.
I don't care about that sorta RP anymore, to be honest. I just want to be a player in Argonath, and show you guys the real me. A friendly, kind, cooperative, player.
As [WS]Marcus would say, Peace and Love.
Thanks for reading, I hope you can find it in your hearts to give me another chance.
Regards,
Kowalski