Full ingame name: Kowalski_Kolta
Approximate date of getting banned: 21st October, 2018
Reason of getting banned: "talk about it on forums" + Nottingham RPG
Further information: I know I messed up big time with you all. I've messed up big time, really pushing the limits with you guys. For that, I can't explain how sorry I am, but trying to asslick won't help, and so I won't.
Nottingham RPG was the biggest mistake I feel I've ever made. I stole Argonath's work for my own desires, and even bullshitted in my first unban request after the Nottingham RPG fiasco. Now that it's been 7 months, I've really been able to reflect on my mistakes and understand the full extent of what I did. I ripped off the work you have invested years into, I lacked sufficient experience to lead anything yet just ripped you off hopelessly lost in my quest to finally become a leader, and I screwed over the community I loved most. I am sorry, and to prove it, if you'd be willing to consider my request, I'll open any of the currently hosted Nottingham RPG forums (since I wanted to keep them up in case you guys wanted to see more).
I'll expose all the boards, and show ANYTHING I copied. What I did was wrong, and so I am here, after seven months, having really thought things through.
You fucking cunt. How the fuck is it fair? Huh?
It is NOT. IT never was. I should never have tried negotiating or giving you even more crap than I already had. I've noticed most of the former Nottingham staff or affiliates were unbanned, and I feel now that I've really had time to think things through, realize the impact of my actions, learn a damn well-deserved lesson, and to get a grip, I think I'm ready.
I know you guys probably still don't want me back that much but I promise never to screw up this badly again. I feel I'm ready to return because ever since I joined SA:MP Argonath, I've done my best to keep a clean administrative record and as far as I'm aware, my administrative record is almost totally clean. All I recall being given on SA:MP is a banana (aka mute).
I've gotten the chance to grow up a bit over time, I'm probably still a bit immature at times, but I feel I've improved. I'd really appreciate if I could be given another chance. I don't think I should write too much here since I can really only convey what I want to say by proving myself. If I get a chance to do that, I'll do whatever I can, to prove that I've changed.
However, I feel a potential solution could be giving me a probationary period back on the server, and I hope perhaps we can work things out together. Whatever you want to know about Nottingham RPG, any queries you have regarding it, I'm 100% willing to tell you.
I will also be opening the forums that are still up on the host, so you can see everything. The main forums were taken down a long time ago, so I'm sorry that I can't provide more regarding them, but I can provide the police/FBI forums.
Thank you for reading, and I hope that perhaps I can be given another chance, and we can come to a positive outcome together.
- Kowalski