[Unbanned]Unban Application I Ellis Feuerstein

[Sup_]

Full ingame name: Ellis_Feuerstein
Approximate date of getting banned: May 25th, 2020
Reason of getting banned: Shitting on administration
Further information:

So it's been a while... I guess I finally placed the last straw that broke the camel's back and was still not willing to take blame for anything aswell must admit, but looking back I guess once more I went out of my way breaking everyone's trust when given another chance to amend things up a bit and then decided the next day it would be a good idea to return to my old ways and argue in main chat over certain things once more, aside from talking behind your backs which might have contributed more to the result of this ban and perhaps there's extra things I might be forgetting but I guess what I mentioned were the main factors that did lead to the outcome of this ban which I guess was going to eventually catch up with me for as much as I wanted to just play carelessly and continue doing the usual actions that were bound to some point piss you all off without thinking about the consequences nor atleast doing the effort of coming out clean at some point in time and then just continue playing the game like one is supposed to do instead of peeing on a electrical fence until it finally went off.

With all of that said I think it's about time I just face my mistakes instead of continuously running away from them like I should have done since the very start and atleast apologize for the chances I blew, the promises I didn't keep and the trusts I have broken though I guess it's already late to man up a bit like I was supposed to do in the beginning, im not sure how can I put the pieces of something broken back together or atleast if im still able to try but I atleast owe an apology to you all for having to waste your time dealing with all of the antics I have done thus far plus the damage it has left behind, specially to VCPD, someone whom once upon a time we were close friends and had a lot of faith in me until I decided to go rogue and let him down, Klaus who went out of his way to even give me another chance to prove myself and I still decided to blow it and throw shit at him and waiting to see what sticks later on instead, Kessu for having to clean the mess I did and for the things I said
while he was not looking and just an all around apology to all for acting like a dick specially the last days before I got banned.

That is all I wanted to say, if it is already too late to do anything about it I can understand but atleast I wanted to give it a try rather than just continue running from all of the things I did at the expense of others here.

[Klaus]

This wasn't the first time I'd caught you spreading false information to other players, usually when a decision goes against you and you get salty.

Let's focus on the day you were banned. You were killed by a Sea Sparrow, since you unfortunately couldn't eject from your helicopter in time. You were given a warning and you should have been well aware what to expect if you continue flying around. You've been with VCPD before so I shouldn't need to explain this to you.

[17:15:15] [LRP]Klaus says (megaphone): Surrender now, or we will open fire!
[17:15:20] Ellis_Feuerstein died whilst in a vehicle.
[17:15:21] Ellis_Feuerstein: no warning?

Your response was ridiculous. You clearly let your emotions cloud your judgement.

Line 1555: [17:15:40]  [BAND 260.2 Mhz] Ellis_Feuerstein: what the actual fuck man
Line 1576: [17:16:09]  [BAND 260.2 Mhz] Ellis_Feuerstein: man what the fuck I was not even
Line 1577: [17:16:10]  [BAND 260.2 Mhz] Ellis_Feuerstein: Warned
Line 1583: [17:16:13]  [BAND 260.2 Mhz] Ellis_Feuerstein: Before shooting seasparrow
Line 1584: [17:16:15]  [BAND 260.2 Mhz] Ellis_Feuerstein: tell me what is htis
Line 1590: [17:16:26]  [BAND 260.2 Mhz] Ellis_Feuerstein: bullshit

That's fine, venting in a private CB channel isn't rulebreaking. However, the moment you began accusing me saying I can "bend rules at will"? You took it too far, and as I've said, you've got a habit of lying and playing the innocent to people in order to manipulate others.

[17:19:53] [BAND 260.2 Mhz] Ellis_Feuerstein: Forgot that it's klaus
[17:19:56] [BAND 260.2 Mhz] Ellis_Feuerstein: he can bend rules at will

One thing we definitely do not need in our community is your toxicity.

[Kessu]

Hi.

You've got until the end of the year to give a response that explains why you should be unbanned and how you're going to prevent from doing what you've done again.

Failure to do so will mean this unban request will be closed.

[Sup_]

Been a while since I last showed signs of life on this topic... apologies for that.

So I'll blow the dust off this topic by beginning with what I have got so far from this timeout which was quite a humbling experience to say the least, definitely not my proudest moment ever but I should have seen this coming from a while ago that my own actions, replies and what not would lead me to this place and instead of accepting my role in these awkward situations I would deflect blame instead where there isn't aswell which is like Klaus said definitely not needed in this community which is my bad in this aspect truly no question about that for as bad as it feels to accept it which should have been done much sooner as the end result is definitely an experience that I do not recommend to anyone plus the fact in the middle of this it happened at someone's expense.

I definitely would not like to lose the ability to join Argonath once more as I have been missing a lot of things that used to happen here both good and bad experiences and even the bad experiences make a lot for it, being separated from all of it, my friends, the unique features this server has overall made my stay on VCMP rather bland after a while which I unfortunately went as far as ruining the atmosphere for others (server staff included) with my actions alone and I would atleast think twice about just doing whatever first comes into my mind to not ruin all of this again and also lose my right to play in the midst of it.

The measures I'll take to make sure this does not happen again is simply to obey the rules first of all to avoid being in such situations once more ever again first of all which is the obvious one, the second measure would be in case I do something that I should not have (which I should never even think about it really) I'll just stay silent and wait for a bit to be able to properly digest it then understand where administration is coming from (which they are always right so it shouldn't be a question but just in case.) being punished is never nice but it can always be avoided or atleast be handled in a much better manner and also accept my own mistakes instead of escalating it with looking for loopholes where they are not cuz not only that leads to nowhere but also increases the red mist by a lot unnecessarily and leads to even more destructive behaviours and it goes full cycle until the cycle is broken which is what I want to do right now by trying to earn a chance to start from zero once more and be able to enjoy this server once more without having to harm anyone's reputation in the process which is absolutely unnecessary.

And as a last resort in case remembering my oath of what I was supposed to do once I return if im ever able to return is not enough I can also keep in mind the consequences that all of this lead which is never good... specially not being on this board once more which while I thought I would never land here I was completely wrong and in fact should have seen it coming thanks to all of these things I did.

Once again sorry for the delay and happy new year in advance by the way. Once we talk on this topic again (if this application needs to be dragged on further or it cannot be... depends).

Thanks for your time.

[Klaus]

Enough time has passed for me to give you another opportunity.

Going by your post, you appear a smart lad who's capable of learning and so I would like to believe you wouldn't show such stupidity again.

Do not take this unban for granted.

Unbanned