[Denied]Unban request - SamirMahm

[SamirM]

Full ingame name:
SamirMahm
Approximate date of getting banned:
January, 2020
Reason of getting banned:
Aky - Most likely a drive-by, followed by an attempted car-chase. I do not recall (even though I usually recall stuff like this - weird)
Further information:
Greetings.
I offer my sincere apologies. I understand my mistakes. I promise that I will not repeat them. I have waited out two years as my punishment. I apologize to the entire server for being a nuisance, not referring to me constantly getting into forcible car chases, but for being an actual troll, with a toxic personality, which really rubbed off on me by certain people - anyway. I do not plan on opening the server anytime soon, yet I feel like being banned here is some sort of.. unfinished business.

I believe that it is assumed, and not needed to write the same old stories "I guess you could say that I have matured a bit..", "my sense of humor developed far beyond trolling", "much time has passed", yadda yadda. I can promise you that you certainly won't see me on these boards again.

I admit I was wrong. I ask for forgiveness of my past mistakes.

I also appeal for an unban from both discords. I promise that I won't repeat my mistakes, which are spamming the server with honest-to-God bullshit, trolling, and the-like.

I feel like I have missed something.. I believe I most certainly did, just not what. Sort of like I didn't word myself properly, or perhaps missed something as part of the apology process. As a tl:dr - I apologized for, and acknowledged my mistakes. I promised that they would not be repeated. I asked for forgiveness, and an unban from the server, the main server discord, and the VCPD discord.
With that, I close my letter of apology. I beg you to be as swift as possible in delivering your verdict. Much appreciated.

As a final note to everybody, you can consider me having turned over a new leaf. The old Samir (probably will rename myself - this pseudonym is quite bugging me) is no more.

[SamirM]

Reflecting back on this appeal, it's poorly written, and worded. I had a lack of composure when writing it, and sort of rushed it. I apologize for it being so.. bad, but fortunately, this is an unban appeal on some server, not an important written assignment/essay for something.. yanno, important.

It had a senseless tl:dr, which bugs me! It was not long enough to warrant one.

Along with that, this is my third unban appeal, if I recall correctly.

Sorry for bumping this thread, I just had to say what I wanted to say. I hope I haven't prolonged the wait for the response on this appeal.

I'm sorry. I admit what I did (many times) was wrong. My apologies. It hopefully won't be repeated.  I ask for forgiveness. Something else I can't recall as part of an apology, but oh well, you get my point.

[Lonewolf]

I will remind you why you were banned, and it's not the first time this happens: you are a nuisance to everyone around you when you play, with your bullshit jokes and trolls, no one likes that and we are fed up with your behavior, your return after death being the last drop that got you banned on top of shooting for no reason at me while you were at it.

I think you should change your mind when it comes to the importance of this, you sounded like you took this ban to the heart and later you say that it is not important, you come here with the mentality to end what bugged you for a few years just to say it is not important afterwards? I sounds like you are not being honest, to yourself. When you get banned it shows that you have a flaw and being here is meant to fix that flaw and we learn from mistakes and experiences. You are sorry for all you did, and the next lines you are not even sure why you are here...

Another thing that bugs me is your wish to erase Samir. You can't delete the past by changing your name, so why bother? You are what you are. Live with your past, live in the present, change what should be changed. Did you really change anything?

You don't convince me that you have changed at all. You come here and ask for our forgivness, you aplogize for the things you did and make promises once again, and it doesn't sound genuine at all, but rather pathetic. That's how you want to finish some "unfinished business"? Quite shameful.

So why are you here? Show us that you grew up, that you are mature and as a mature person would do, prove that our time spent for this appeal is not a waste, prove that you are what you say you are, to yourself first and then to us.

The last time you were banned you were told you won't be given another chance, why should we change our minds?

[SamirM]

I will remind you why you were banned, and it's not the first time this happens: you are a nuisance to everyone around you when you play, with your bullshit jokes and trolls, no one likes that and we are fed up with your behavior, your return after death being the last drop that got you banned on top of shooting for no reason at me while you were at it.

I think you should change your mind when it comes to the importance of this, you sounded like you took this ban to the heart and later you say that it is not important, you come here with the mentality to end what bugged you for a few years just to say it is not important afterwards? I sounds like you are not being honest, to yourself. When you get banned it shows that you have a flaw and being here is meant to fix that flaw and we learn from mistakes and experiences. You are sorry for all you did, and the next lines you are not even sure why you are here...

Another thing that bugs me is your wish to erase Samir. You can't delete the past by changing your name, so why bother? You are what you are. Live with your past, live in the present, change what should be changed. Did you really change anything?

You don't convince me that you have changed at all. You come here and ask for our forgivness, you aplogize for the things you did and make promises once again, and it doesn't sound genuine at all, but rather pathetic. That's how you want to finish some "unfinished business"? Quite shameful.

So why are you here? Show us that you grew up, that you are mature and as a mature person would do, prove that our time spent for this appeal is not a waste, prove that you are what you say you are, to yourself first and then to us.

The last time you were banned you were told you won't be given another chance, why should we change our minds?

I honestly do not know what to say after this post. What else do you expect me to say, and do, after that? Didn't I convince you enough with two paragraphs of eloquently written posts (though a bit.. for a lack of a better term, "shabbily" written, but then again, this is not a school essay),
Do you wish for me to create a bunch of paragraphs rephrasing myself a bunch of times, with me saying that (again);
I realize my mistakes;
I am sorry;
I feel really bad for it;
I apologize;
I promise not to repeat them;
I learned from my mistakes;
something else I KNEW was part of an apology, yet can not remember what ?

Because I feel like there's no need for that.

I wish to remind you that I've been banned by Aky only for the drive-bying incident, not for my intolerable behaviour, yet I admitted it and chose to acknowledge it.. yet we're not in a court here, are we?

What did I possibly do to trip you off, and make you angry so much, that you wish to ignore the fact that, I waited out two years to rest myself from this server for my mistakes, and for me to remind you of the fact that many people have been given many more chances, for way more egregious things, in a very shorter timeframe than the four years I've been trolling (and been trolled, mind you, I certainly don't respond to myself being trolled by simply taking it lying), then again, we are not in a court. We are in an unban appeal section of a nerdy video game roleplaying club.
You don't wish for me to become aggressive, do you? I do not want to pick apart your, heartless response, apparently showing for some brutality on the unban sections here (which is perfectly understandable why you want to keep that attitude up, but I believe is unnecessary here). Which would be entirely counter-productive for me to do, but I will try anyway.

I will remind you why you were banned, and it's not the first time this happens: you are a nuisance to everyone around you when you play, with your bullshit jokes and trolls, no one likes that and we are fed up with your behavior, your return after death being the last drop that got you banned on top of shooting for no reason at me while you were at it.

I usually have a very good recollection of stuff like this, ESPECIALLY stuff like this, yet for some reason, this is all a blur for me. I am really sorry for that. All I recollect is that, it happened with me being frozen near my house, the incident happening in Vice Point. Repeating myself here - I was not banned for the bullshit trolls and jokes, yet it is indeed worth it to bring it up. The trolls are a bit warranted when a reasonable chunk of the server hates your guts. Then again, I promise that all that will change. For the billionth time. The reason I was banned for does not matter much, considering that we've got bigger fish to fry, my toxic personality. Which has been fried beyond death by now.
I guess I must apologize for shooting at you.. as if it was some traumatic event, or something so shocking and egregious you had to add some sort of shock value to it. I digress.

I think you should change your mind when it comes to the importance of this, you sounded like you took this ban to the heart and later you say that it is not important, you come here with the mentality to end what bugged you for a few years just to say it is not important afterwards? I sounds like you are not being honest, to yourself. When you get banned it shows that you have a flaw and being here is meant to fix that flaw and we learn from mistakes and experiences. You are sorry for all you did, and the next lines you are not even sure why you are here...

Hmm.. I did not wish to leave that kind of impression, though I can understand why you would look at it that way. I can tell you right now, I did take it to heart (as much as you can take it to heart on a video-game server, anyway). I told you that my wording was not important, as the main message of apology got across anyway, not the unban request itself.
I understand the learning-from-our-experiences part.

Another thing that bugs me is your wish to erase Samir. You can't delete the past by changing your name, so why bother? You are what you are. Live with your past, live in the present, change what should be changed. Did you really change anything

I told you that the name was bugging me, not the past associated with it. Did you really not notice a change, at all, from all the stuff up there?

You don't convince me that you have changed at all. You come here and ask for our forgiveness, you apologize for the things you did and make promises once again, and it doesn't sound genuine at all, but rather pathetic. That's how you want to finish some "unfinished business"? Quite shameful. (mistakes fixed)

Quite shameful? Please.

How didn't I convince you? What's there left to convince with? I certainly won't repeat myself, as to not insult your intelligence..
As for your interpretation of my unban request to be a pathetic, and shameful, I don't know what to say to that. It's pretty much subjective.

So why are you here? Show us that you grew up, that you are mature and as a mature person would do, prove that our time spent for this appeal is not a waste, prove that you are what you say you are, to yourself first and then to us.

The last time you were banned you were told you won't be given another chance, why should we change our minds?

What do you want me to show it with? What else do you want me to  prove it with? I've already given you (probably) all the steps of an apology, acknowledgement of mistakes, and promise to never do it again? I've been not arrogantly bitching about why you are wrong, but instead picked it apart in a cultured and civilized manner.

And, finally, to tell you why I deserve to get unbanned, is because, I repeat, the fact that many people have been given many more chances, for way more egregious things, in a very shorter timeframe than the five/six total years I have been trolling, and been trolled.

Much love. I will not insult your fellow's intelligence by repeating the same horseshit I've been spewing in this unban request.

[SamirM]

My apologies, you're Aky! Sorry, bud.

[Kessu]

I wish to remind you that I've been banned by Aky only for the drive-bying incident, not for my intolerable behaviour, yet I admitted it and chose to acknowledge it.. yet we're not in a court here, are we?

You don't decide what you're banned for, admins do. Your latest incident is simply the last straw that broke the camels back, you were on the verge of getting banned anyway.

to remind you of the fact that many people have been given many more chances, for way more egregious things, in a very shorter timeframe than the four years I've been trolling

This isn't about anyone else. This is your request, which you don't deem to be important.

You don't wish for me to become aggressive, do you?

I usually have a very good recollection of stuff like this, ESPECIALLY stuff like this, yet for some reason, this is all a blur for me.

Naturally.

The reason I was banned for does not matter much

I agree, the reasons for your ban is so long it wouldn't have fit in the chat screen.

I guess I must apologize for shooting at you.. as if it was some traumatic event, or something so shocking and egregious you had to add some sort of shock value to it. I digress.

This isn't about how Aky feels about it, this is about how you don't feel about it. Clearly showing lack of remorse for breaking the rules.

How didn't I convince you?

Just because you fulfill some arbitrary standard of yours to what apology should have in it doesn't mean it looks even borderline genuine apology. You convinced absolutely everyone of the fact that it's still the same old samir, trolling away.

I will not insult your fellow's intelligence by repeating the same horseshit I've been spewing in this unban request.

Thank you for confirming what you said is horseshit. Because that's how everyone else sees it as well.


I will give you one more chance at this;

Explain what you did wrong during your time in the server; how your actions may have and did affect others; how are you going to prevent yourself from doing the same thing in the future and most importantly aim your apology to the people it needs to go to.

[SamirM]

You don't wish for me to become aggressive, do you?

 

I didn't mean it the literal way :p
You of all people know that.

I will give you one more chance at this.

Thank you.

Explain what you did wrong during your time in the server.

I have been a troll, doing bullshit acts such as going to the ideas section, picking an already done idea and posting the fact that is has been already done.. I trolled on the discord, I trolled on the forums, I trolled on the server.
I have been a nuisance to everybody.

How your did your actions affect others?

Obviously the trolling enraged others, with it inciting people to troll me.

How are you going to prevent yourself from doing the same thing in the future?

By simple discipline and good nature. I will be a pure projection of how other people treat me.

Most importantly, aim your apology to the people it needs to go to!

I have realized the error of my ways. I will be much more wary to who, why, and how I troll others. I am sorry, I feel really bad for it. I apologize to the entirety of the server, and to Aky for the minor incident, and to anybody else for the many others. I promise not to repeat my mistake - raw trolling most people on the server, and having a toxic personality. I have learned from my mistakes.

I believe I have been short, sweet, and to the point. Thank you for the opportunity, Kessu.

[Kessu]

You don't wish for me to become aggressive, do you?

 

I didn't mean it the literal way :p
You of all people know that.

And with that, why should we take anything you said seriously?

I, of all people, know exactly what kind of a troll you are and this request looks no different.

[SamirM]

You don't wish for me to become aggressive, do you?

 

I didn't mean it the literal way :p
You of all people know that.

And with that, why should we take anything you said seriously?

I, of all people, know exactly what kind of a troll you are and this request looks no different.

How so? I apologize, I admit my mistakes, and am not aggressive, angry or debating in any way (and that's what I meant, by "aggressive"). I am fully admitting and acknowledging my mistakes, and not at all bringing up the fact that I was passively-aggressively maltreated by the rest of the server..
I honestly regret every troll I did, and I promise that they won't be in the sense of "If person A farts on person B" on the questions channel, "You fuck your mother with that mouth?", random remove kebab nationalism to random Turkish people, and so on, anymore, or troll in ANY way, shape or form.

I will only be a positive troll, and/or a retributive troll..

"Positive troll" as in, shitposting some good memes, or "retributive troll", as in, input passive-aggressive horseshit, output precision trolling.
I think that's reasonable and expected, and what many people are doing right now, including many of the people in moderation!

I will treat people with respect in general, as I actually usually did, but now, even more!
(I usually, when I logged on, always started with a positive "Greetings!", and stuff like that, but now, I promise that I will have an aura of positive energy, after all, you haven't seen me before this unban request, I was nothing but polite towards you all! You just had to ruin the streak..)

I have been nothing but cooperative with you all.. and I hope that will be enough, considering the chances other people have been given for way more serious things!

Much love.

You can't delete the past by changing your name, so why bother?

I am changing my name, because in Nylez' words - "No thanks, I'm not buying a pizza from an Italian man named Samir"..

[SamirM]

.. troll in ANY way, shape or form. 

I will only be a positive troll, and/or a retributive troll..

I contradicted myself here, but oh, you get the point..

I also won't! do the advanced trolling I usually did, which was, bait people with dumb (probably edgy teenager) statements on chat, only to tell them that I was trolling.

Apologize for the bumping, just had to add this.. hope I haven't prolonged the verdict or anything..

[Kessu]

Denied

We're not convinced you've changed at all based on this request.