I never said I can't control myself, the server had crashed way too many times before the last moment, never raged on those even tho those were in middle of some stuffs I don't remember most, i think trying to save my stuffs and server crashing in middle and me losing the items was the case mostly if im not mistaken. I raged at last moment and that mainly for wasting so many hours to get players and resources for that g/w and it just crashed I couldn't hold it off anymore, I don't remember being toxic in any way before that time. If that old me could hold that much then I am way better now as I said before, and I have already apologized for my past, I didn't really know how the crash happened. Once again, I am sorry, I don't know what else I can do. The only toxic moments you would see from me is just me being sarcastic and that to only the people I know / friends with. I don't really call that "toxicity" but some guys just gets serious even over that so I just had to include it to be safe. Anyway, you won't see me like before so I am requesting for one more chance.