R.I.P My best friend.. Just need to write myself off :(

[Zun_Callison]

Just need to write myself out about this , no need to feel something with me , i just need to write myself off..
My best friend Abbe died 15th April 2008 and was found dead ( by me   ) at around 20:00...
He took suicide by hanging himself and i will maybe quit argonath or i will stay here as usual , we will see..

I just want Abbe to know , he was my best friend and will always be!

R.I.P Anton Oskarsson 1991 - 2008

[cDa]

This is very sad to hear zun.. i know how u feel, year i fiished high school, one of my frineds did the same... i still get goosebumps when i think about it..... dont know what to say... just let it out man.... and remeber all good things u did together...

[Jserg]

I fell sorry Zun Just remember the good times with him.....

[Zun_Callison]

I couldve come over it... But the worst thing is that I found him hanging

Just feels.. Hopeless.

[Poncho]

That's really sad, uou can't blame yourself for anything, just let it all out and remember you will always have support here.

[Abraham]

Aight, I remember when my cousin hang himself, damn that was a sad day. I was crawling up under my bed like a lil' baby. Do I keep moving or do I give up? Is the question you should be asking yourself. But you must never forget that everything happens for a reason, and sometimes that reason is just stupid as hell.
What you gotta do now is take it easy, just chill at home, then you go out again and slowly everything will return to "normal".
And trust me friend, you aint gonna forget it. I think of my cousin everyday, and you will probably do the same with your friend. Just remember man, he's connected, I know you can feel it. It's connection of the souls right there.

[Zun_Callison]

And i also had to call his parents and say like " your son is dead " kinda hard to do and i was thinking about hanging myself then also...

[Jserg]

No Man,Dont do anything stupid.....

I imagine how  hard is to call their parents and tell..Ur son is dead :S 

[Gandalf]

Hey Zun that is hard to experience. I have seen death, and the image stays with you, as long as you have a soul and are a human with feelings.
Take whatever time you need to process it, and know you have friends here to support you.
Remember the good times you knew with him, then he will not be forgotten.

[Rebel]

Finding a loved one in such a situation is very hard to settle with in your head, and to be honest, it will probably never leave you, but doing harm to yourself is never the answer. Let it out. Go break something, but never second guess his intentions when he did that. He did it because he was tired of something, and, as suicide goes, he wasn't sick or anything, but his ways of coping with pain were crushed under the amount he was obtaining, and thus he felt the need to release it the only way that he knew would finish it all in one shot.

I've contemplated suicide many times myself, but I always back out for one reason another.

Just don't do anything stupid because of this. He's in a bettle place now, where he can finally rest painlessly.

[Indigo]

If you will need anything - you know where to find me, Zun.. It is really sad to hear that..  I hope you'll get better soon. No rush, take your time and we will be here waitting for you..

[LillMumin]

R.I.P, sad story . I hope u will feel better :pop:

Once i saw a man die right infront of me, its not a thing u forget, i was 8 then. Still remember it like yesterday.

[Shifter]

Zun as everyone else here I say take your time to get yourself into the right shape and state of mind. Lossing someone is hard, Yet watching someone die like you did must be even harder, Although I have not seen someone in the state in which yourself and others have, I still sort of know how you feel as I also lost one of my best friends 2 years ago due to suicide.

[Shadow009]

I'm sorry to hear that Zun 

[punkemo]

Zun, the world is mixed up place. Sometimes people feel that its too much for them, either by bullying, or mixed up emotions in their heads. A loved one is hard to lose but maybe they thought it was for the best. As long as you remember the best times and the worst times. You need to remember all these times as it will create the best image for u to remember him by.

Zun u can take as much time out from the Chechen Bratva as you need. I know this will be a emotional time for you. Please don't hurt yourself, ur a great friend and remember everyone in Chechen and Argonath are here for you.