Apologize for...............

[Nexxt]

Hello Argonath guys,

I want to apologize for my behaviour last weeks, I decided to don't tell it anybody, but it did not work.
Last weeks I've been very agressive in the server and got kicked a lot of times, and really did annoying admins with my discussions.
There were just to much things happend what made me sad all the day and I needed to get the frustration get out of me, so I gonna play SAMP.
But then somebody comes and annoy me and I really react very agressive on it, apologize for that.

I made this topic, to tell this is NOT me. This is not the real Robert (that's my name), if be to much involved with damn situations.
I will tell them here:

Police:
I've been innocent been involved with police and been sentenced to 40 hours 'unpaid' punishment.After that they come with proofs it wasn't me.

It gaves a lot of talks with professional people who though it really was me and whould help me to dont do it again.

Yesterday I got a letter that I've been innocent after investigation, it really makes me happy so I though about apologize myself.

School:
Then we have school, because I've been involved with police and justice my concentration has been really decrease to the bottom.
My performances on school gone worser and I make it so far that I didnt pass the 3rd class.
I really made me depresssed, and I couldnt get above it.
I've done all and I really couldnt help it.

Home
Because all of that my home situation was freaking shit, everything went wrong and my parents were everyday flaming on me because I've fucked up my life and shouldnt have any chances with work cause of my criminal data, what was innocent.
I've got an fight with my dad and knocked him into the hospital on purpose.

My best friend in trouble
Also I think the most substantially thing I've passed was my friend in trouble, he've got the same experience as me.
We both where involved at the same case and both innocent.
After his psychical hurts, he wents to an psychiatric centre to get healed of his problems.
He would suicide much times and I couldnt hold it anymore, I really didn't want to lose my best friend.
I've cried much time about it, and it only made me more depressed.
And also he lives at the other side of the Netherlands , so I don't see him every day.
When we both got trouble we need eachother but it wasn't possible to be there in real-life so I fucked up my mind and got crazy.
I didnt got enough on MSN, I would see him.


This things really makes me crazy and hurts me much. I did things I didnt want and I flamed everyone who did NOT what I want.
I though that I've done enough to others and I would to get my own things done, but that isn't always possible so I went crazy.

The decision to post it here, is to apologize for everything I've done wrong.
And to let u guys know WHY I did like that, cause I think if you've applied for admin, you dont have to act the behaviour like that.
It really dont with together, and this is not a trick to get myself admin or something, but because I really want to apologize.
Because I was wrong!

GUYS, IM SO SORRY.
I WONT HAPPEN AGAIN!

[Gillie_Da_Kid]

I'd understand about the police situation [IRL] Anyway don't take it down to yourself too much man. Yeah this shouldn't ruin your chances to be admin.
I accept your apology.



Jann Huu.

Suziki

[TruthSvensson]

Man you wasn't look like aggresive to me,lol you are the most non angry man in argonath actually :hurray:

[Marting_Riggs]

dont worry nexxt i forgive you and i am sure when or if the admins read this the will forgive and forget as well

[Altair_Carter]

I've got an fight with my dad and knocked him into the hospital on purpose.

Lets show the parents,that we're more powerful siths that they are!!!

Jk,sry if hurted,i also forgive you but i didn't saw you nowadays

[Gillie_Da_Kid]

Lets show the parents,that we're more powerful siths that they are!!!

Jk,sry if hurted,i also forgive you but i didn't saw you nowadays

Are you talking about me?

[John_Vaughan]

Are you talking about me?

No LOL!

JK = JoKe :P

[Altair_Carter]

Are you talking about me?

Roflmao,this one was also nice Jk
and yeah,JK=Joke

[Dave]

I hate ppl posting topic like this. It makes me feel sooooooo depressed

[Gimli]

It can also be just kidding.

[Nexxt]

I hate ppl posting topic like this. It makes me feel sooooooo depressed

But I would people knew it!
People won't behave theirself bad without an reason, I hope..

[Merc]

Police always accuse me of some shit I never do too. Sucks...

Good luck sorting stuff out dude.

[Nexxt]

Police always accuse me of some shit I never do too. Sucks...

Good luck sorting stuff out dude.

Look it was like this.
Some guys of a gang, wtf a gang in a small town, walked at the back of us.

They make fire in a busstop and it burned totally, then the police came and some people out our town said they saw us.
But before that I throwed my lighter in the trash at the busstop, I didnt knew they would burn it.

I know they saw me throwing in it and they hate me so, maybe they did it to get me...

Then investigation of the police saids it was me, 1 year later now, then got evidence it was them.
The found fingerprints of a gasoline bottel, in the grass....

Fuck police?

[Caltson]

Hey,

well i had a time on the server like tht to, only 2 months ago, Some troubles at work, and my own body wich had some idiot disease were 2 of the most important reasons.
it is a fact that if you get frustrated on that, you behave stupid on Argo or any other game.
Now someone died, so please, excuse me if you make some 'lame' joke about the death ppl, you can recieve a 'nice' answer. dont take it personal, and i always will try to hold myself back.
Promise

Regards, [ALS]Ryan

[Poncho]

Hey nexxt, I saw your flames one time and you were being banana-ed and kicked continuously, I now understand why you got so annoyed so quickly.

So I forgive you also.