Be Aware! Please

[stof]

Guys i am not in a good mood atm and i am here to confess.

Well i feel like complete shit, i repeated year 8 this year and came back and am failing...my schooling is completely down the toilet  so dont be too surprised if i just go crazy sometimes i tend to lose my cool really fast! ok the repeating part is ok but heres the other part my old friends from my old school found out that i repeated and i am the laughing stock of the school. I was walking out of my local shopping center when i all of the sudden had a bunch of guys around me with closed fists WTF?! it was one of my old really good friends. He completely turned his back on me and fking made me feel like a piece of crap Got all of his friends to get me because i repeated. i was able to fight off a few of them but then the security guards called the cops. Fights at school random people starting me...i might be getting suspended for 2 months when i get back from holidays just because i "acidentaly" knocked some of someones teeth out. And for calling a teacher a bitch because she saw me with 2 black eyes and assumed i started the fight!!

so i am in a really crappy mood if u got any advice feel free to share it. i am depressed to the level that one more beating takes me to suicidal thoughts. I might take maybe 5-10 months away from Argonath and my Computer if it gets too bad.

-SToF

[Cr4ig0]

i'll be honest with you stof... i think i am going down the same route ... and about the depression thing, my friend just about killed himself but he heard about these anti-depression classes in the school, took them and he's back to his old self, maybe you should check that out. I'm gonna be taking them soon too, i'll tell u what it's like.

[Miami]

What I always think to myself when going though a bad time (and believe me, we all go though bad times sometime) Is that you will always pull though, no matter how long it takes.. Karma. 

Life is like a rollercoaster, it goes up and down... down being bad, up being good... Right now you may be in the down part but remember that things will be okey.

Like I said, no matter how bad things are at the moment, you will pull though. Just stay cool, dont do anything you think you will regret later.

[Omri]

Evryone gets a depression its just a matter of time
Good luck.

[Zun_Callison]

Everything will be alright dude, just try get some other new friends and you just get along fine

[Andre93]

wou stof you have such friends  :redface:

[stiffler2100]

put that art to a use. fuck them up with your martial arts:P I fucked up school bad, I'm out of school with no qualifications....but getting a job after Christmas magically as i know the guy. lol, maybe i should post my story of depression...0_0 but then I'd get accused of attention seeking/pretending to be a thug, haha.

[Aragorn]

If you will start flame players - the one who should be aware - you...
The best is to take a rest from games and start normal studying at school, man...

[stof]

ok RON, thanks guys i will check out the classes, im not too bad atm just everything whent in the shithole after ppl found out i repeated just my lifes going down the drain anyways why not end it fast?

[Gildor]

ok RON, thanks guys i will check out the classes, im not too bad atm just everything whent in the shithole after ppl found out i repeated just my lifes going down the drain anyways why not end it fast?

Why not end it fast?

You have your whole life ahead of you, every human it put onto the planet for a reason. These punks who are getting in your way and physically hurting you, who are they? They are nothing but a bunch of cowards who seek entertainment and laughter at the expense of you. Avoid it at all costs, everything blows over after a while. Do what you can, they swing, you swing. This is the point in your life where you have to be assertive, and giving in is not the way.

Pay no attention to them what-so-ever, but the minute they physically hurt you again, is the minute that you fight for yourself, your pride, your life. Dont let them get the better of you, look what they are doing. They are causing you to contemplate suicide. Come on man, suicide is NEVER the answer, you dont get any points for dying.

If you are telling yourself that you are nothing on this earth and why not end it quickly, thats not the damn answer. Go see your school counseller, get some help, speak to your parents about your current school situation, just dont resort to taking your own life, its not the answer to ANYTHING!


I hope I helped, because I dont want to see you get hurt, or hurt yourself.



Gildor

[stof]

that last thing i came out wrong, there was some part of it said about my schooling, why not end it fast but i must have pressed something that got rid of it. Anyways holidays are on now so i can try to get my life back on Track, if u wanna talk about anything im free to talk any time at [email protected] and ingame im always in the mood for RP so yeah (i am trying to get in a positive mood atm) plus now everytime i go to the shopping mall i have a karate friend with me, nobody can even try to touch me then.

[Aragorn]

There was a nice movie about immature sportsmen team... they succeeded to reach final, but then they would face the strongest team of professionals... And the leader of team resigned from fight cos he was already putting them all as losers and wanted to stay as they were...

He was sitting in a bar and drinking beer... Here came other guy and asked for coffee... That was a famous bicycle driver... He noticed this leader and asked if he is from that team everyone talks about? The answer was "Yes, but i quit"...

"Why?" - asked the stranger - you know I was a bicycle sportsman and was trying to reach my goal to be the champion... But doctors said i have a cancer and should stop it... And you? Why you quit?"

This guy was thinking and then went back to team to lead them in a final...

I can understand suicide of old people who are ill and have a biggest pain from cancer... They have even more motivations... At least their relatives would not waste time on taking care after them... The pain is awful and you can do nothing but just laying on the bed, slowly dying...

And you? what motivation you have? That your friend turned out being a bad guy?

[sinamun]

There was a nice movie about immature sportsmen team... they succeeded to reach final, but then they would face the strongest team of professionals... And the leader of team resigned from fight cos he was already putting them all as losers and wanted to stay as they were...

He was sitting in a bar and drinking beer... Here came other guy and asked for coffee... That was a famous bicycle driver... He noticed this leader and asked if he is from that team everyone talks about? The answer was "Yes, but i quit"...

"Why?" - asked the stranger - you know I was a bicycle sportsman and was trying to reach my goal to be the champion... But doctors said i have a cancer and should stop it... And you? Why you quit?"

This guy was thinking and then went back to team to lead them in a final...

I can understand suicide of old people who are ill and have a biggest pain from cancer... They have even more motivations... At least their relatives would not waste time on taking care after them... The pain is awful and you can do nothing but just laying on the bed, slowly dying...

And you? what motivation you have? That your friend turned out being a bad guy?

the movie is called, the 'Longest yard'
and another like it is, 'Gridiron gangs'

[JohhnyJaz]

its cause you play too much computer. dont play too much computer also study. i never failed in my life. i study good. when its the final test i play computer but very little cause i am studying.

[Gildor]

the movie is called, the 'Longest yard'
and another like it is, 'Gridiron gangs'

It is called, Dodgeball.