So yhe, pretty much like the title says.
Been wondering why I radomly blocked Argonath people on my msn?
Want to know why I recently has been so inactive in coummunity a whole and just been stunting?
Things is, I realised I need to turn the page now. Start a new chapter.
After have been reasearching since I came to my final school, I have realised what I really want to do.
Where I want to go with my life, what's really important to my eyes. Not a work, not a mordern soecity, no. A free toughtless roaming of earth.
To do this tough, I will need money. And to get money I need to study.
I was about to jump off my school and wait until dad would go maniac.
But I can't live with the tough of having him just watch as I leave the school. After all he has done for my life. And I just leave the school? Can't do that. I realised it's just a goddamn 1,5 termins left until I really get what I want.
So I will ned to study to get my G's in my stuff. And to do this I can't roam around on gaming sites and shit. Besides, I don't want players to look at me login and think: Good old gird3r, maybe he wants to rpg. And then just watch him ditch rpging and just go doing hes daily stuff, stunting.
I must admit I got very very boored of rpging, seeing as the mta-vc server aren't what they was before, but that might be me in a nutshell not wanting to accept the facts that the new scripts roam around, that people are more intrested in sa:mp and shit alike.
As I said, I need to turn a new chapter, and to do that I need to cut the contacts I have with all people on msn that's not related to my searchings, or might convince me to come back to Argonath and waste my time playing...
I have alot of reaserching to do.
Seriosly, i'm behind a screen. What does that mean if I count the Irl best friend I have in this world, that accepts my theorys and accept every kind of people no matter what they done (mostly).
But I want to go tru this, I found my real reason to live. I hate mordern soecity, according to me real living is actually using your body. And I want to enjoy this as much as I can before I die, and if I die really soon, then I can atleast live with honor and truth for my own case and enjoyment.
I hope this explains the reasons.
I still not explained the reason that I want to do, lets says it's something really really wierd and spiritually. No, not some wierd wicca shit. I don't really want to tell.
But lets says that it will give me almost total freedom and wiseness and diciplin.
So, now I want to thank alot of people here on Argonath, but I will list the ones who really meaned much to me.
Let's start with the one I know the best here.
Aragorn.
Yes my old friend, i'm not listing you first because you are a Leader, rather because I had some very good fun with you in the past, I still do remember the old AB times, the times when AB what actually a good thing.
We standed on a roof, and you was recording for one of your movies, and we had to jump of the roof for your action scenes.
I also do remember seeing you take down a criminal, holy hell. He was running and you blowed his head really good.
You was also one hell of a cop.
On later times tough, you have not been playing just as much as old times, but I know you are very busy sometimes, and I accept that fact, tough it would be cool if you spent a little more time interacting with your players ingame (by wich I mean you need to play the game and interact that way).
So yhe, you was one hell of a cop.
Next one.
John.
Hello John, yes you =AV=John. You was among the ones who introduced me into the first mta clan I have ever been in. You are a very cool dude. I remember your driving schools too, they was great fun, Taking the licensed at your underground driving school. It was a hell. But it was very fun when you hired me to do driving tests, great rpg and great fun that I wont forget so easy.
I listened alot to your djing alot, to bad you left for sa-mp, I was really sad over this. :/
But still, you are a very cool dude.
Next one.
Crimson
Fuck yes dude! You are a very very cool dude. You are a hardcore rocker, atleats I think so due to you was owning black sabre, wich really outsprouted your cool atidude. Not to mention your name is used for one of the most usefull commands mta:vc have, (and it's cool too, just as cool as your name).
Well, I could say cool all the day, but that describes you the best, a cool and chilled dude.
Next one.
Snake
Well man, you and I was hunting glitches pretty much togheter sometimes? Did you remeber when I got stuck in the big oil tank, And I throwed molotovs all around it so it looked like it was on fire? We had some good climbing sessions too. And I do really hope you got a screenie of that burning oil tank..
Next one.
Miami
Man, your chilled name says it all, fucking cool 80's style man
Robbing the banks with you was great fun, and the few glitching hunt sessions was cool too.
And the djing you did with Dragonforce, really made me go into batshit mode. :pop:
So, not so much to say than thank you for your cool style.
Next one.
Gandalf
Man, talking to you on msn was a blessing of friendship, if I had any wise words to share or hear or anything Argonath related, or when I didn't want to disturb Aragorn to much, you was the one to talk to and listen to. Man,
you really do magic with your words. Amen on that.
Besides, overall you are also a cool dude that's not afraid to give someone a laugh or two, or give intresting info about things here in this world.
Next one.
MIB
Just omg man, you and I had some hard times right?
But we got over it eventually when I finaly got the chance to talk to you, and stuff was solved.
But yhe, we had some very good times togheter on the thing I call "Argonath wall", it was very very fun and I don't regret for a second being admin with you, aswell as I don't regret a second on those I reqruited to the admin team or helped with thier questions.
Fuck yes man, you are cool. A high five on that one for defending Argonath in it's hard times.
There's so many and I could write on them all, but I have forgotten some memories I had, and I apogoly for that.
So yhe, this time I might not come back, and if I do then my dicipline have failed...
I might come back, but I wont be active in the coummunity at all.
So yhe, thank you all for cheering my works I have done in here.
Thank you all of Argonath for the fun times I had in here.
And thanks to you guys for bringing such a good community.
Bye. :bye:
"toki no nai sonzai o koko ni iru to
Arata na tabi ga ima hajimaru...
"
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