Hi (Topic may contain verbal abuse of genetalias, and monkey feeses)

[Abraham]

oh hai

[Oliver]

Ok, that is some deep shit...

Well, just get your money together and get the f*ck away from it all. Move to another place, abandon your drug "business" and get a legit job.

[Alsatian]

I fell horrible, Abe. Sometimes you talk to me on MSN, but I either am doing something else or am currently not there, I don't do it intentionaly man, I feel really bad.

But that is some deep shit, if I see you on MSN any time soon, I'll give you a hola man. 

[The_Wolf]

I realize you are about to get a lot of those "Oh, come on man, I love you." messages here, so I won't leave one, instead I will give you an advise.

At first, I never thought a person such as you would have these problems. I mean come on, you are a funny guy (no doubt in that for sure) and you are mature as well, I personally can and have spoken with you regarding some serious things, not only "shit talks" and funny jokes. But now I am even more sure that everything could happen and everything is possible, so I will try and be helpful instead of giving you some "Internet support" (which in my opinion is stupid and completely useless).

At first, if you are old enough, try and see what attracts you most. For example, if you like driving or writing, try finding a job as a dealer or a taxi driver or something related to this.
Depending on what you like most, you should attempt and turn your hobby into a professional job, where you could actually make money and meet new people, not only for chats, but for going out and support, etcetera.

If you find a job (legal one I mean) and start raising some money, you could easily move to another country and try start a whole new life there, find a new job, meet new people and obtain some pep.
If you are sick from everything and feel like you need a break, do not kill yourself or spend your time in front of this stupid little machine (the so called Personal Computer) - try walking around a thinking things over instead, finding new possibilities and considering new things, things that could be helpful.

About MSN - I never contact anyone on MSN (since I use it only for chats related to Argonath, for chatting with friends I use Skype). I just turn it on and wait, if someone needs me - he will contact me.
I rarely contact a couple of people (Kaltsu mostly) to have discussions with him regarding Argonath and some other real life stuff, but I really do feel him as a close person and a friend (even if Internet one).

If you ever need to speak to someone or discuss an issue regarding anything, you could feel free to give me a "whistle" at the Messenger and we could speak.
I will not start messaging you from now on every day as well, because it would look like I am doing it only because I feel sorry for you. I don't feel sorry for you, even quite the contrary, I know you are a strong and mature person and you just need some advise to start things over and fix your shit.

Peace, mate, hope I helped you and keep your head up.

EDIT:

:ps: I can give you my word I did not add you now, you were there the whole time.

[Altair_Carter]

I also sometimes think with your thoughts, as sometimes, i also have issues like this.....Well, i'm not a drug seller, but i mostly on the day sit next to this computer, and just do random stuff, just to kill my time...This happens whole day, before someone calls me or i do find someone over MSN/ Cellphone. What i do in theese situations is just going out to a random place and hang out, think about your life, etc. Or try meeting new friends.

[The_Wolf]

Also I want to point out that I'm not a drug dealer, but sometimes everyone needs money.

There's nothing bad in being a drug dealer anyways, as long as you know how to avoid being caught by the authorities.
And I knew you wouldn't suicide, but I needed to say it just in case.  :razz:

[Gandalf]

Hi Abraham,

Its not unusual to find out some times that life is not fun if you do not feel like having one. We did not talk a lot lately, but you are one of the guys who always has my ear if needed.
I think Legend has it right, find a purpose in life that does not include feeling nowhere to go at your age. I know your life has never been easy, so it means you are not one who can not handle hard work or some rough times. Get out of the 'business' you are in now and find something that fills your day maybe less money but more satisfaction.

Or get a wife. Then sometimes you will think back at the current episode as a happy time.  :devroll:

[The_Wolf]

Or get a wife. Then sometimes you will think back at the current episode as a happy time.  :devroll:

He said he doesn't want to suicide, Gandalf... 

[Aragorn]

Tired of living?
Are you boys serious? How old are you to be tired of living?
That are the words of a boredom and laziness...

Boredom: do not know what to do from being bored...
Laziness: I am interested in that but lazy to reach it...

To Abe:

Abraham, one day you will understand (maybe you started) that setting 24/7 jokes about genitals can make people be bored of you and even leaving you... Besides it - such threads do not set joker a normal IQ level, and others treat such people as lowers...

I think I was already telling you it...

The other problem is - that jokes about genitals are not "specific" or "original"... And people, listening everyday the same, are getting bored... Plus it shows the "brains activity" and actually those, who cannot think higher then their genitals are not that people who will gather friends all around...

Why was I not talking a lot with you? Had no use... Listening about genitals all again is not my favorite way of wasting time...

Probably not in this thread my post, but I decided to post it, probably you will turn around and look at yourself from the side...

[BlackBird]

Abe, Life aint easy man You just gotta find the right crowd and thing for you man.
And you know im always available to talk if yah want dude.

[tiderman]

This is really weird.. I feel pretty much the same way as you do Abraham. :conf:

Feels like my friends don't take me seriously (the only thing we do is joke at school. Many of them is very immature and we never get to really talk), I have no interest in studying anymore (EDIT: I got in that bad, depressed mood while I typed this . I don't want to die, nobody does.. Even if it's your time to go)

At the moment I feel like I have nothing to live for but I'm holding up because I know it'll come around in time.. I'll find something..

 And the thing is, why _I_ don't write/talk to people (that sounded wrong.. I mean.. Ah, you know what I mean..), that it feels just like I'm disturbing them. Like, "ah, not that guy again..."

I'm shy and got really thick eyebrows. I don't know why it gets so messy when I write stuff but meh, what can you do

"hold on, be strong.."


Ontopic: Ape shit and schnale.

[Violet]

Speak to a doctor or someone who you can talk openly to, you need some help.. talk to someone about what problems you are facing, I don't think saying it here is the

best way to do this. Perhaps write it down on a piece of paper, or prank call some people with it, as you must should your frustrations into something constructive from

time to time (no, I don't mean wank), like Legend said you are very funny but I too have seen your serious side, becomes there always comes a time where its just

pointless wasting time. Legend's point of getting a job I would also recommend you because at the same time as passing time, you will get money, with which you can do

some shit that you really want to do. From my medical knowledge, perhaps you feel you lack excitement in your life, take up an extreme sport or something like absailing or

bungee jumping, atleast shiting yourself will save you from boredom. Gandalf also has wise words for you, similar to me advising you to talk to someone, you can always talk

to me on MSN even though I dont come on so much, however you do have it as we have had Corleone meetings there. Get back into education, if possible, as it will only

help you lateron in your life. And if your friends were being dickheads to you, just prank call them or something if you can be arsed to, and let them know that you are

pissed of with their egotistical behaviour, although it could be that they have nothing to talk to you about as you don't go to school anymore, therefore when ever they do

talk to you, it looks like its always their advantage. I know I sound like a retard, but I'm used to it.. so, just do whatever feels right to you. Best of Luck Abe

[Aragorn]

I rarely do jokes about genetalias...
Truly is proof that you do not know me at all...
I'd also like to add I have an IQ above normal -.-

Well i saw different from you, that was the main reason i did not want to talk with you... That is why i said check your actions from the side, cos for you it can look like you are not the guy that other sees... As about IQ - I am sure you are on a good level, but IQ does not include survival or personal character points...

[Knoothead]

This is really weird.. I feel pretty much the same way as you do Abraham. :conf:

Feels like my friends don't take me seriously (the only thing we do is joke at school. Many of them is very immature and we never get to really talk), I have no interest in studying anymore (EDIT: I got in that bad, depressed mood while I typed this . I don't want to die, nobody does.. Even if it's your time to go)

At the moment I feel like I have nothing to live for but I'm holding up because I know it'll come around in time.. I'll find something..

 And the thing is, why _I_ don't write/talk to people (that sounded wrong.. I mean.. Ah, you know what I mean..), that it feels just like I'm disturbing them. Like, "ah, not that guy again..."

I'm shy and got really thick eyebrows. I don't know why it gets so messy when I write stuff but meh, what can you do

"hold on, be strong.."


Ontopic: Ape shit and schnale.

me to :I

typical Swedish ? :I