Are actually serious? Your attitude is appalling recently, I highly recommend you calm down, come back to the forums and apologize to the community for the nuisance you caused, create an unban request admitting everything you have done and just sit tight and be patient. No one will like you if this is how you are behaving.
I understand what you are going through as I sometimes lose my patience too.. if you are willing to do the following I could PM you many things you can do to take your mind off Argonath or kill time untill your unban date.