I apologise to everyone who reads this:

[David_Omid]

I apologise to everyone who reads this topic...it is boring and depressing. It is basically something which I HAVE to say to everyone or I simply can't cope any longer...


At the moment, I am suffering from an insane amount of depression. I have no friends at school and I get bullied every day of my school life.
I walk into school every day and get punched/kicked/insulted. Two days ago I was doing work at school in my free time and someone threw a stereo at me...

Why does this happen to me? You tell me. I am nice and friendly to everyone and yet I get treated like shit. Infact, worse than shit. Shit does not get insulted or beaten up!

This happened to me at my old school...and I was bullied at my primary school, so it is not the people at school...the problem is me.

Outside of school is better, but sad. I have little or no social life apart from Stagecoach on saturday mornings and seeing my dad...

I have friends outside of school...but they don't make an effort to see me.

I know a girl who I REALLY like. I told her how I feel about her and she doesn't give a crap about me...

I have a father who I tell about these problems and he doesn't give me advice...just tells me that there is a problem...as if I didn't know that!

Basically, I am miserable...always have been. If I seem happy ingame or on MSN that's because I am only happy when talking to people I actually like. That's right, you people are the only people I like. Argonath is my way of escaping from the world and everything in it that has a problem with me...

So, I apologise to everyone who has read this. I just had to get it off my chest...if you know what I mean

And please, do not try to make fun of me. I have problems, yes...but that does not mean I am not a person like you. I have feelings like the rest of you, so please show me the respect of not taking the piss.

[Amon Ra]

Mate.. it'll pass dont worry, happend to me....just wait a little bit and always stay happy...laugh at every thing that happens to you..thats my cure to all what hurts me

[Cr4ig0]

Dude, i feel the same. I am the school punching bag and my only friends are on MSN. I am fucking miserable whenever i am not playing games and seriously, dont be sorry about wanting to to get things off your chest. And trust me, next time someone treats you like worse than shit, give em all you got and then you will earn respect.

[JayL]

I got the same situation as you David. (Not 100% but very like) 

You don't need to apologize. 

[TheDeepestFear]

Mate.. it'll pass dont worry, happend to me....just wait a little bit and always stay happy...laugh at every thing that happens to you..thats my cure to all what hurts me

So you're saying that you should laugh if someone kicks you?.

[Amon Ra]

So you're saying that you should laugh if someone kicks you?.

U really need to understand what people say.....and btw get back to topic please and dont reply this 1

[TheDeepestFear]

No, I understand what you said. You said "Allways stay happy, Laugh at everything that hurts you". Because if you think like that you're way lost. And I am on-topic, I am discussing something that belongs to the subject.

[David_Omid]

Staying happy and laughing at it I tried for a year and nothing changed...

[Amon Ra]

worked for me 

[Cr4ig0]

Try this, it kept me sane for a year. If there are two people who are particularly annoying or bullying you then draw a picture with one of their faces as the other one's ass. Whenever you feel depressed just look at the pictures and you'll feel better.

[James_Hunter]

Like most of us here, it happened to us as well. The problem is NOT you, don't ever think that, ever, thats the day they win. Keep going, it gets better - I promise you, it makes you stronger and you'll be able to turn around and laugh at them walking down the street going f**king no where, whilst you keep climbing and making your life into something, I let them get the better of me at one point and gave up, education and all that went out the window and I just longed for home, made up fake sickness some times - it gets better, just keep longing for the next stage in life.

My GCSE grades sucked, I had very little freinds and sucked at sticking up for myself, now i'm working at Distinction (Highest grade) in my college courses, LOADS of freinds and a load of girls in my life, some of them have even shown being interested quiet a bit, i'm going to join the territorial army in a few weeks, eventually the Royal Marine Commandos as an Officer and my physical fitness is really high and keeps getting better. Etc. You get the idea.


It gets better. Just keep walking forwards mate.

[Cane]

Well, here's what you DO and what you DON'T do..

Do's:
Remember in kindergarden they always said, "To get respect, you must earn it."? Well that's total bullshit. If you want respect, you have to start small. Be friendly to the low class, and work your way up.
Go out to the gym, and build some muscle. You're going to need it to survive through that kind of life..

Don'ts:

DO NOT tell a teacher.. The moment you do that, you will lose TOTAL respect.
DO NOT try to yell at them - They will out number you, if you're alone.
DO NOT even pay attention to them - just walk past them..

If that doesn't help, I'm sorry mate. I'm really tall/big compared to kids in my town, so I have a different story than yours..

And remember.. Shit happens.

[Cr4ig0]

ALWAYS remember - What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

[Jserg]

The problem is not you of course, Some people are stupid and mad..I know some people that they thing they are the bosses at the School, i really wanna punch them but i dont do it..

Try to avoid them, if they talk you dont talk them, Just try to go to school like there are not bullies...

If that doesnt work, i dont know then, punch them in the face kick them in the balls, that may work, but may no

Life is b**** you know...

[FlameMan]

David.. i tottaly support you.. I was in situation like you, a bit time ago...
In USA and Great Britain the culture is another than in Poland, so our life looks a bit another..

I had support in my friends.. I am sure that you have friends... Maybe not in your class, but somewhere in school you have friends!

What i did to change... ? I grew up... I dont care what people think about me.. im not listening to negative comments from people i dont care...
I count on myself, even with my friends.

Find best friend, maybe in your class, maybe in another class, and you will not be lonely in school anymore.



If you want to talk, you can always write to me.
Good Luck with your life!!