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[Malcolm]

I am truly sorry to hear about all of this, I know how it feels to loose someone you care about and I wish you the best of luck.

[MarioRinarri]

Are you seeking for attention again?

[Nexxt]

Are you seeking for attention again?

If u want to provoke, or if u do hate me and want to post a bad message.
Do NOT post here!!

By this I wish u everything I have in my life to experience that.
I am not searching goddamnit attention, I want to explain why I am who I was!

So if u dont have any usefull things to say! Then get the HELL out of here and begin to be a human;)!

[Oliver]

So Nexxt, when can we see KKK  ?

[James_Hunter]

Mario, that was heartless and pointless, don't ever post something as wreckless as that again and start considering other people's feelings, else when you get into the real world and out of that bull-shit zone that School creates, you're going to be regarded as an complete **** head. Moving on from that, Nexxt you're a funny, kind and calm bloke - if anything thats all you are, some times people don't like that and have to look for bad points in a person by making crap up. Just keep fighting on mate, there are dives and raises in life - unknown for the lengths of time they each last, but keep going through them until you balance your life out, work hard at school and you'll make it far.

[ChaNce]

I just want to remind you of something Nexxt.
WE people on the internet are not your REAL friends, we are just people who sit infront of a screen and write in this forum.
If I were you, I wouldnt search for oppinions on the internet, I'd search for them at your real friends who live next to you, whome you can look in the eyes etc.
You wont meet any of us 99%ly. I'd try to avoid the internet with such problems. Go to your friends/family, to talk about it.

[FlameMan]

Actually it looks like seeking attention, i have some issues to think like that, mostly because i know Nexxt very, very good and very, very long.

[Wash]

That asskisser was me, and Nexxt, do not take it seriously, it was meant to be a joke, I do not say hello to every admin ingame all the time, I just did it once for a laugh.

Actually it looks like seeking attention, i have some issues to think like that, mostly because i know Nexxt very, very good and very, very long.

To be honest, I do agree.

Nexxt was online, at SA:MP while his dad was suffering a heart attack or the result of a heart attack. He was pissed off at it, I do remember my dad after he had a heart attack, I didn't come online, or even look at the computer, I was too anxious to see if my dad would leave me..

For your own good, I advise you to leave this game. As ChaNce has said, it's the internet, no one feels sorry for each other really.
You are needed more for your family, you still have a family, I believe focusing on that is more important, than this game. Just, forget about the past, and live a new life dude, no point staying in the past, it will only upset you more and more. Look ahead, at the future, and go  L I V E  your f**king life and stop thinking about the past!

[Omri]

Hear this song with Tupac Amaru Shakur

2pac - Life goes on

[Nexxt]

I just want to remind you of something Nexxt.
WE people on the internet are not your REAL friends, we are just people who sit infront of a screen and write in this forum.
If I were you, I wouldnt search for oppinions on the internet, I'd search for them at your real friends who live next to you, whome you can look in the eyes etc.
You wont meet any of us 99%ly. I'd try to avoid the internet with such problems. Go to your friends/family, to talk about it.

Thats why I am so open about it, most problems I do not tell to friends as they will search some untrue things behind it.
U people do NOT know me very well, most of u, thats why its more simple to tell, even when its still difficult to talk.

Actually it looks like seeking attention, i have some issues to think like that, mostly because i know Nexxt very, very good and very, very long.

Yeah and u know me very well.......
U was one of the people who made me pissed off because u didnt know me.
And u cannot say very very, as u come here around May 2008 and Winters know me the best I think, I know him since when I joined.

But I dont gonna react on your 'normal message' again as u know.
And I also see the double message in that.

About seeking attention, why u are always 'heartless', this ain't a damn attention seeking.
If it was attention seeking, I should be sad about all and be like: 'but it wont come good'.
But I am looking positive in future but I just would 'explain' (u know the word?) why I have been this.
And yes, people like u makes me pissed off. U think things who aint even true, and u even lie to me.
So how can I trust u anymore... (I would say with this: I spoke to [Z]David, more information u can ask on MSN)

That asskisser was me, and Nexxt, do not take it seriously, it was meant to be a joke, I do not say hello to every admin ingame all the time, I just did it once for a laugh.


To be honest, I do agree.

Nexxt was online, at SA:MP while his dad was suffering a heart attack or the result of a heart attack. He was pissed off at it, I do remember my dad after he had a heart attack, I didn't come online, or even look at the computer, I was too anxious to see if my dad would leave me..

For your own good, I advise you to leave this game. As ChaNce has said, it's the internet, no one feels sorry for each other really.
You are needed more for your family, you still have a family, I believe focusing on that is more important, than this game. Just, forget about the past, and live a new life dude, no point staying in the past, it will only upset you more and more. Look ahead, at the future, and go  L I V E  your f**king life and stop thinking about the past!

I cannot make my GF alive, I cannot help any doctor to fix the cancer.
I am working on school and I have told with some friends..

I said this was why I DID so, that means its going better even when its still worse.
And I do not leave as this calms me down, if no-one is doing stupid to me.

[The_Wolf]

Actually it looks like seeking attention, i have some issues to think like that, mostly because i know Nexxt very, very good and very, very long.

You should go hug a tree or two, stop acting like the ruler of the forums dude, that ain't no battle for life, it's some gaming forum.

[Dave]

I can see this as Nexxt wanting attention, but in a different way. He want to bring to people's attention why he has been acting so differntly over the past months. Ye, some people can see this as attention seeking. But what I view it as is Nexxt wanting to let is all out and to talk with people about his problems, instead of keeping them bottled up inside.

[Nexxt]

I can see this as Nexxt wanting attention, but in a different way. He want to bring to people's attention why he has been acting so differntly over the past months. Ye, some people can see this as attention seeking. But what I view it as is Nexxt wanting to let is all out and to talk with people about his problems, instead of keeping them bottled up inside.

And then getting people after it who do not know it and getting pissed again and then tempbanned.
And then they ask me:

What is wrong?

Then I tell, then we have 2 options:

1. People are not going to discuss with u ;P
2. People ask; Why u didnt told that?

Now I tell it and its attention seeking.
One thing for u guys:

Buy a plant, and hug the tree of Legend;P

[Caltson]

I know you since May i believe, i ain't got nothing much bad to say about you, It's a bad thing that happened, but know that you'll only become stronger of those things.

I can assure you that..

[Jserg]

Well in my opinion it is not a attention seeking topic.. I called that " I wanna share my feelings and how i live topic "